Determined

This is about the fifth time that I've gone to the new post page, then blanked out and left. I am determined to write the useless babbling that I'm known for. Hence the name.

Am now home alone for almost all day. My mom came home for about an hour. Cause they are throwing this b-day party for her. and she gets a trophy for this tournament she was in. cause she kicked everyones ass.

Can you tell we're a competitive family?

One thing about my childhood: I was afraid of iguanas, and terrorized barbies.

thats the only thing you'll ever know about my childhood. ah hell, why not tell ya more, what can it hurt.

My pets:
3 turtles
1 cat
4 dogs
3 bunnies
4 hampsters
2 gerbils
3 oscars (type of cannibal fish)
countless other types of fish. lots of em
2 birds (budgies)


probably some more that I can't remember.

other stuff about me

I've lived in apartments most of my life, I've only lived in 3 houses, and I've only ever lived in 1 that we own. which is the one that I am living in currently.
I've always been a sports nerd, never liked socks, never liked shoes. Always had little old ladies coming up to me when I was younger (some still) and asking for locks of my hair.
Was a model when I was four and part of five, got pulled out of it because they wanted to put makeup on me and my mom wouldn't allow it. Was in two commercials. I still have some of the head shots from back then.
My dad is an awesome photographer, so am I. thats where I got it from. I have a fender stratacastor electric guitar, cream with white pickgaurd, I also got that from him.
at times I can have an astounding vocabulary, either making up words or thinking I did when I didn't. still broadens it.
A lot of things end up in my mouth when I am bored. or not fully paying attention, or have other stuff on my mind. ribbons are fun. I'm chewing on one right now, actually its just in my mouth. these things happen. when I was younger i'd break off barbies legs and start saying that the top of them was invisible, but the foot always went in my mouth sooner or later. same with pen lids.
I like music. a lot. yea, thats about it.
when I get bored I start fiddling with things, wether I am allowed to or not. a lot happens when I'm bored.
My eyes change colour with my mood. I've only had one person other then my family say this. and he had only known me for about 6 hours. Silly little gabriel. he's awesome. and like 10. If you notice my eyes, then you won't get me pissed off so easily, because you would know the warning signs. but none of you seem too. I hate people more observant then myself. well, not really. its just they weird me out. because I don't meet many of them. gabriel for example.

the most hated car ride i've ever had is 17 hours with 3 of my great aunts and one of their neices. in a yellow punch-buggy. with all their luggage. it was horrid. I'll never do it again
but I wanted to see my dad, and they lived in the same city as him. so I hitched a ride from the family reunion (dismal) to my dads, in another province. oh well.

Um. I don't know what else to say.

Ask no questions and you shall recieve no lies.
I don't lie though. unless its "Alicia are you planning a suprise party for me for my birthday"
the answer is automatically no. even if its yes. which it rarely is. but yea.

Oh! right, seeing as you will probably read this in the next while. How can you be in love with love? this is only directed to one person. no shit eh?