There's a beauty in the breakdown
A method to the madness
Watch as she puts on her wedding gown
Did you see her sadness?
A future locked in happiness
What more could she want
But this future is caged, and lacks finesse
She's nothing more then a beauty to flaunt.
Her hero took of his mask,
Became the devil of her dreams
Showed his self at last
Too late in the silence she screams.
Soo:
-Work was busy today.
-My knee hurts like whoa mans.
-Got a raise at work, start full time on tuesday sweet deal eh?
-Have family over till sunday.
-Did I mention my knee hurts?
-Got some Frou Frou stuck in my head.
-I'm ok with that.
-My mp3 player's busted.
-Not ok with that.
-I'm missing people like crazy
-And other's not so much.
-I'll be in the paper Saturday.
-I'm buying new shoes tomorrow.
-Still need to buy a camera.
-Apparently, I'm impressing everyone around me lately.
-Someone at work asked me what planet I was from today.
-Guess it's evident I don't really belong here.
Friday, June 30, 2006
Friday, June 23, 2006
Oh, right, this still exists.
So, lately I've been kinda quasi-busy.
But not really.
(Psst. Aaron, Korey, Cody, Linds, I miss actually talking to you.)
Past random coupla days:
Tuesday: Went to the movies with Cass and Vanessa.
They = drunk/stoned.
Entertainment value = ***** (Five stars.)
Then: Hung out with Trevor, Cass, Vanessa, Cat, Desiree, Mike, Jake 1, Jake 2, Bev, And (eww.) April.
Then: Trevor asked me to kiss him. Pfft, no, I'm fine thanks. (Though, the boy is Fine.)
Bu-ut, fine or not, he was stoned. Totally ripped.
To the point where he didn't remember what happened tuesday when we talked wednesday.
Yeah, then I worked around home wednesday.
Then, Thursday I worked at my job.
Then Cass came over.
We were up almost all night (She was like, sick.)
Then we woke up at 6:15 today, because we had to open the store with my mom.
Then we rode the busses and walked in the malls all day.
Then we went to the beach.
Laughed at people who think they can play soccer.
Yeah.....
Oh, and a little adorable cat has been following me and Cass around for two days while we're at the beach and the school, and today it attacked a dog out of the blue.
Just walked up to it and it's owner and jumped at its' face.
0.o Poor puppy.
Other then that, Monday, a reporter is coming to my house and doing a full article about me for the paper.
And last wednesday night I had to go to the legion to pic up a 1500 dollar bursary they gave me.
Oh, and I'm having a mini family reunion on the thirtieth of this month.
'Nuff of an update?
But not really.
(Psst. Aaron, Korey, Cody, Linds, I miss actually talking to you.)
Past random coupla days:
Tuesday: Went to the movies with Cass and Vanessa.
They = drunk/stoned.
Entertainment value = ***** (Five stars.)
Then: Hung out with Trevor, Cass, Vanessa, Cat, Desiree, Mike, Jake 1, Jake 2, Bev, And (eww.) April.
Then: Trevor asked me to kiss him. Pfft, no, I'm fine thanks. (Though, the boy is Fine.)
Bu-ut, fine or not, he was stoned. Totally ripped.
To the point where he didn't remember what happened tuesday when we talked wednesday.
Yeah, then I worked around home wednesday.
Then, Thursday I worked at my job.
Then Cass came over.
We were up almost all night (She was like, sick.)
Then we woke up at 6:15 today, because we had to open the store with my mom.
Then we rode the busses and walked in the malls all day.
Then we went to the beach.
Laughed at people who think they can play soccer.
Yeah.....
Oh, and a little adorable cat has been following me and Cass around for two days while we're at the beach and the school, and today it attacked a dog out of the blue.
Just walked up to it and it's owner and jumped at its' face.
0.o Poor puppy.
Other then that, Monday, a reporter is coming to my house and doing a full article about me for the paper.
And last wednesday night I had to go to the legion to pic up a 1500 dollar bursary they gave me.
Oh, and I'm having a mini family reunion on the thirtieth of this month.
'Nuff of an update?
Saturday, June 03, 2006
Something I wrote oh so long ago.
I'm one of the tallest people in my "group" of friends. Except for the boys, almost all the boys are taller.
I'm messed up in that whole "relationship" thing. I just am.
I'm going to be an exchange student next school year, Austria folks.
I'm random, because I like being so. I choose songs by using numbers parrallel to the first letter in the name listed. Then make friends randomly choose when I don't know what to listen to.
Accents are ultimately the coolest thing on the earth. effin' orgasmic. I assure you, it's a girl thing. But not all accents mind you. Just british, spanish, quebecquois, and .. austrailian.
Dying my hair is becoming a habit. But I think I've settled on a colour. I like it.
I'm a klutz, and clumsy, or whatever else fits into that category.I fall up stairs, scrape my knees on invisible objects, find random scars, and slam fingers into doors repeatedly. Absent minded about limbs.
My mind moves too fast for my functions. I'm not able to type all I want to type fast enough, which makes me forget half of it.
If my mind gets bored, it starts day dreaming, whether I want it to or not.
I've had my webcam for christmas and just found out how to take pictures today.
I talk to my cats, and they talk back.
I ask forgiveness from walls and other such non living things when I run into them. Or I tell them off.
I'm really into photography, and architecture, and medicine, and psychology.
I figure if I study psychology long enough, I'll have no problem spelling all words with "psychsdhjjkdfh" in them. Because I have serious problems.
Apparently, I'm caramilk, and I have that whole "Quit with the bullshit" attitude. Go me.
I chicken out of things I shouldn't do that don't cause harm, and don't back down from things I should.
I'm contemplating becoming mute.
Which means I'd have to quit both choir and Jazz choir, but what's a few credits?
I'd be all like that kid a couple years back that just corresponded with emails, even to his parents.
I've been compared to Superman, and Aaron is unknowingly Spiderman. I informed him.
I like Aarons collar, a lot, it owns mine. But hey, I'll get it from him one day.
And apparently I have no friends that live close to me, or at least, no friends that feel like being friends at the current moment.
Anywho, I don't know what else to say other then... Update soon?
I'm messed up in that whole "relationship" thing. I just am.
I'm going to be an exchange student next school year, Austria folks.
I'm random, because I like being so. I choose songs by using numbers parrallel to the first letter in the name listed. Then make friends randomly choose when I don't know what to listen to.
Accents are ultimately the coolest thing on the earth. effin' orgasmic. I assure you, it's a girl thing. But not all accents mind you. Just british, spanish, quebecquois, and .. austrailian.
Dying my hair is becoming a habit. But I think I've settled on a colour. I like it.
I'm a klutz, and clumsy, or whatever else fits into that category.I fall up stairs, scrape my knees on invisible objects, find random scars, and slam fingers into doors repeatedly. Absent minded about limbs.
My mind moves too fast for my functions. I'm not able to type all I want to type fast enough, which makes me forget half of it.
If my mind gets bored, it starts day dreaming, whether I want it to or not.
I've had my webcam for christmas and just found out how to take pictures today.
I talk to my cats, and they talk back.
I ask forgiveness from walls and other such non living things when I run into them. Or I tell them off.
I'm really into photography, and architecture, and medicine, and psychology.
I figure if I study psychology long enough, I'll have no problem spelling all words with "psychsdhjjkdfh" in them. Because I have serious problems.
Apparently, I'm caramilk, and I have that whole "Quit with the bullshit" attitude. Go me.
I chicken out of things I shouldn't do that don't cause harm, and don't back down from things I should.
I'm contemplating becoming mute.
Which means I'd have to quit both choir and Jazz choir, but what's a few credits?
I'd be all like that kid a couple years back that just corresponded with emails, even to his parents.
I've been compared to Superman, and Aaron is unknowingly Spiderman. I informed him.
I like Aarons collar, a lot, it owns mine. But hey, I'll get it from him one day.
And apparently I have no friends that live close to me, or at least, no friends that feel like being friends at the current moment.
Anywho, I don't know what else to say other then... Update soon?
Oh my. Oh my oh my oh my...
There was a large amount of amazingly adorable guys at my work today.
They just kept appearing.
It was like ... "OH WOW" x3.
Cause three of them stood out.
The Boyz (Heck yes):
Le Quebecquois:
-Around... late 20's?
-French accent. Well, quebecquois accent. Even better, trust me.
-Light brown hair, energetic blue eyes.
-One of those smiles that just forces you to smile.
-Hooooooootttttttttt
-And, amazingly intelligent!
Car tinker-er:
-Around... early 20's?
-No accent.
-Dark brown hair, dark eyes.
-Little bit rough looking
-Nice smile
-Smart
-Totally adorable.
Max:
-Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
-He's 19
-And a twin.
-Smart, shy-ish
-Works for his mom
-Middle brown ish hair.
-Beautiful eyes.
-Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
So yeah, Now, if Marshall had come in, I would of like... died of over exposure of adorable boys.
It goes like this, on a list of the four, excluding everyone else in the world.
Marshall
Max
Le Quebecquois
Car tinker-er
Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
Aww damn, now I wanna see marshall again.
Bu-ut, I talked to all three boys that came in today, cause I had to, and Oooh it was sooo fun.
Le quebecquois smiled at me and like, winked, and I almost melted.
Max has the most shy-est smile. Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
Yeah, so, ignoring the fact that they're all just a *bit* too old for me, I'm still allowed to melt.
So there.
Oh wow oh wow oh wow. <3
They just kept appearing.
It was like ... "OH WOW" x3.
Cause three of them stood out.
The Boyz (Heck yes):
Le Quebecquois:
-Around... late 20's?
-French accent. Well, quebecquois accent. Even better, trust me.
-Light brown hair, energetic blue eyes.
-One of those smiles that just forces you to smile.
-Hooooooootttttttttt
-And, amazingly intelligent!
Car tinker-er:
-Around... early 20's?
-No accent.
-Dark brown hair, dark eyes.
-Little bit rough looking
-Nice smile
-Smart
-Totally adorable.
Max:
-Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
-He's 19
-And a twin.
-Smart, shy-ish
-Works for his mom
-Middle brown ish hair.
-Beautiful eyes.
-Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
So yeah, Now, if Marshall had come in, I would of like... died of over exposure of adorable boys.
It goes like this, on a list of the four, excluding everyone else in the world.
Marshall
Max
Le Quebecquois
Car tinker-er
Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
Aww damn, now I wanna see marshall again.
Bu-ut, I talked to all three boys that came in today, cause I had to, and Oooh it was sooo fun.
Le quebecquois smiled at me and like, winked, and I almost melted.
Max has the most shy-est smile. Oh wow oh wow oh wow.
Yeah, so, ignoring the fact that they're all just a *bit* too old for me, I'm still allowed to melt.
So there.
Oh wow oh wow oh wow. <3
Thursday, June 01, 2006
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Should be banned
It’s a day that I can't stand
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
Shouldn’t exist
It's a day that I’ll never miss
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
The most loneliest day of my life
And if you go,I wanna go with you
And if you die,I wanna die with you
Take your hand and walk away
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
The most loneliest day of my life
Such a lonely day
And it’s mine
It’s a day that I’m glad I survived
It is such a crappy day today. Well, it is and it isn't. The prominent memories of today are bad. But hey, it's raining (<33).
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