9 Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the fuck is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?
2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually.
3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is a cake if you can't eat it?
4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the fuck would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?
5. When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the fucking floor.
6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?
7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it.
8. When people say "life is short". What the fuck?? Life is the longest damn thing anyone e ver fucking does!! What can you do that's longer?
9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?". If the bus came would I be standing here, dumass?
THINGS TO NEVER SAY TO A COP...
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas)
2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in.
3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People?
4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job!
5. Are You Andy or Barney?
6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer.
7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you?
8. I pay your salary!
9. Gee, Officer! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too!
10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does.
11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around. That's how far ahead of me they are.
12. When the Officer says "Gee Son....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"
Just another email to get rid of....this one makes me laugh...heh
Saturday, February 26, 2005
The List
The most destructive habit..............................Worry
The greatest Joy.......................................Giving
The greatest loss........................Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work.......................Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.....................Selfishness
The most endangered species.................Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.......................Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.........................Fear
The most effective sleeping pill................Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease....................Excuses
The most powerful force in life..........................Love
The most dangerous pariah..........................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer................The brain
The worst thing to be without.... ....................... Hope
The deadliest weapon...............................The tongue
The two most power-filled words......................."I Can"
The greatest asset......................................Faith
The most worthless emotion..........................Self-pity
The most beautiful attire..............................SMILE!
The most prized possession......................... Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication.............Prayer
The most contagious spirit.........................Enthusiasm
So, take it as you want. This is an email that I got a long time ago, and I want to delete it for the space, but I like the message, then I got an idea. Hey! Why don't I put it on my blog? Well, thats what I did
The greatest Joy.......................................Giving
The greatest loss........................Loss of self-respect
The most satisfying work.......................Helping others
The ugliest personality trait.....................Selfishness
The most endangered species.................Dedicated leaders
Our greatest natural resource.......................Our youth
The greatest "shot in the arm"..................Encouragement
The greatest problem to overcome.........................Fear
The most effective sleeping pill................Peace of mind
The most crippling failure disease....................Excuses
The most powerful force in life..........................Love
The most dangerous pariah..........................A gossiper
The world's most incredible computer................The brain
The worst thing to be without.... ....................... Hope
The deadliest weapon...............................The tongue
The two most power-filled words......................."I Can"
The greatest asset......................................Faith
The most worthless emotion..........................Self-pity
The most beautiful attire..............................SMILE!
The most prized possession......................... Integrity
The most powerful channel of communication.............Prayer
The most contagious spirit.........................Enthusiasm
So, take it as you want. This is an email that I got a long time ago, and I want to delete it for the space, but I like the message, then I got an idea. Hey! Why don't I put it on my blog? Well, thats what I did
Monday, February 21, 2005
Dead Celebrity Status
Another good group. But nothing like The killers. DCS is a rap group, sorta....its hard to explain, oh well. Heres some of their lyrics.....
"Someone I Once Knew"
She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.feeling pressured by the public.
She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomache.
On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking:
- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health.
One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it.
Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet.
Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic.
Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it.
Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet.
So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted.
Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked.
Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy,
thinking maybe this world's better off without me
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
Its sad, and thats only the chorus and first verse. I hope no one I know has ever been anorexic, well, its too late for that. I've known a couple people, it was really sad to see them go through it. And when you try and make them see the truth? the think they've gained weight. Mental instability, unconfident because of todays society. Its sad.
"Someone I Once Knew"
She wasn't born anorexic, but nowadays she suffers,staring at these half-naked stars on magazine covers.feeling pressured by the public.
She only weighs 90 pounds but still sucks in her stomache.
On the inside she's dieing, lying to herself, thinking:
- 5 more pounds won't jeopardize my health.
One day she might just collapse, she can't avoid it.
Too many sleepless nights spent bent over a toilet.
Spewing vomit, like she was an alcoholic.
Praying to a God she never believed in to stop it.
Now she looks like the skeleton she sees in her closet.
So close to death she can taste it, body looks wasted.
Hates life, hates you, hates the way she looks naked.
Now she's feeling drowsy, lousy,
thinking maybe this world's better off without me
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
I'm so sorry for all that I've done,
I'm so sorry for what I've become.
I'm so sorry, so sorry for wasting your time,
I can't hold you back 'cuz I'm losing my mind.
Its sad, and thats only the chorus and first verse. I hope no one I know has ever been anorexic, well, its too late for that. I've known a couple people, it was really sad to see them go through it. And when you try and make them see the truth? the think they've gained weight. Mental instability, unconfident because of todays society. Its sad.
Alright then.
It has recently come to my attention (thanks to people who actually read my blog) that it is seemingly depressing. Well, seeing as you go to my school, and you know me, I am never depressed at school. My blog is my place to vent. So, I'm sorry if you think I'm really depressed and you don't want to read my blog anymore because it makes you depressed. Everyone can lay off. I'm not hurting anyone by getting my feelings out on the computer instead of my friends. I used to take it out on people that called themselves my friends. Do you know why? Because I could tell that their were fake. When you've moved now 15 times in 14 years you see things and are able to see through the fakes. You always move from one place to the next, never seeing the same people twice, and it all becomes a blur. You start not caring about what people say, not paying attention, just gliding through life. Its like a whirlwind of people. But my whirlwind is winding down, we just bought a house and have to stay in it for at least a year because its the first house my mom has bought. Well seeing as I've gone to the same school for now 2 years and have to stay another year or so, it looks like I'm going to stay here for the duration of my highschool years. Then its off to college. Another move, because I won't stay here. I'm considering either somewhere else in canada, not in british columbia at all, or somewhere in the U.k.. So, now do you all understand? that I would be depressed at school but I don't feel like lashing out at you, because thats what I do when I am depressed, angry, or any of those types of emotions. That, in fact, I am letting feelings out on the keyboard and into the internet to keep you as friends...
Saturday, February 19, 2005
The Killers....
Are a relatively good group. I like the songs that are on the radio and the ones that aren't. They made a good cd. But if you think about it, their lyrics are depressing. But I've been depressed for a while now, well, maybe not depressed. Just not myself. I don't want to hang out with my friends, or talk to some of them on msn. But then again, everyone can't do that all the time as I have been. And the current fiasco's that I am involved somehow in a weird revalence have left me drained. Its like I've been solving problems for my friends, like guy troubles...for both of them....even though ones a guy. Then finding new information, about friends liking friends...and its a brain overload. But I've instilled all my energy in all their problems and have no time or energy to sort out my insignifacant (to them) problems. But all these little problems that I am seeming to have recently are building up, unresolved. And as you can probably figure out, its taking a toll on me.
The Killers - Smile like you mean it
Save some face, you know you've only got one
Change your ways while you're young
Boy, one day you'll be a man
Oh girl, he'll help you understand
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
We lost track of the time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things slide by so carelessly
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that I grew up in
And someone will drive her around
Down the same streets that I did
On the same streets that I did
Pretty good song eh?
Yea. It is. thats one of the more 'happy messages' one. Hah. All somewhat depressing with a second thought. But I like them.
And another song by them....
"Andy, You're A Star"
On the field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the match with the boys, you think you're all alone
With the pain that you drain from love
In a car with a girl, promise me she's not your world
Cause Andy, you're a star
Leave your number on the locker and I'll give you a call
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
Leave your legacy in gold on the plaques that line the hall
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the streets, such a sweet face jumping in town
In the staff room the verdict is in
In a car with a girl, promise me she's not your world
Cause Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes but mine Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes but mine Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes
In nobody's eyes but mine
I guess thats a pretty good one. but the beginning melody is slow...I hate slow right now. I think I might turn into a scream-o fan. Hah. Maybe, but I will like music like this forever I think. I just don't have it in me to be a scream-o fan. I will try. But why? what for? Who cares what music I listen?
Ok, last one I promise....
"All These Things That I've Done"
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
Thats a long one. I think this is probably my longest post. But thats because of the songs, not my writing. Oh well. I tried. And failed. But I do not want to write right now. I want to go swimming, I always want to go swimming, it clears my thoughts. The fluid movement of the water surrounding you as you paddle forward into a horizon of ocean. Well, that would work, if I wanted to swim in the freezing cold water. But I think I will swim in the pool, now how do I move it so it isn't across town? Cause I ain't walking there. And there is only like 8 minutes left for teen swim, well, thats pointless. Maybe some other night, yes, some other night.
The Killers - Smile like you mean it
Save some face, you know you've only got one
Change your ways while you're young
Boy, one day you'll be a man
Oh girl, he'll help you understand
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
Looking back at sunsets on the Eastside
We lost track of the time
Dreams aren't what they used to be
Some things slide by so carelessly
Smile like you mean it
Smile like you mean it
And someone is calling my name
From the back of the restaurant
And someone is playing a game
In the house that I grew up in
And someone will drive her around
Down the same streets that I did
On the same streets that I did
Pretty good song eh?
Yea. It is. thats one of the more 'happy messages' one. Hah. All somewhat depressing with a second thought. But I like them.
And another song by them....
"Andy, You're A Star"
On the field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the field I remember you were incredible
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the match with the boys, you think you're all alone
With the pain that you drain from love
In a car with a girl, promise me she's not your world
Cause Andy, you're a star
Leave your number on the locker and I'll give you a call
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
Leave your legacy in gold on the plaques that line the hall
Hey shut up, hey shut up, yeah
On the streets, such a sweet face jumping in town
In the staff room the verdict is in
In a car with a girl, promise me she's not your world
Cause Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes but mine Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes but mine Andy, you're a star
In nobody's eyes
In nobody's eyes but mine
I guess thats a pretty good one. but the beginning melody is slow...I hate slow right now. I think I might turn into a scream-o fan. Hah. Maybe, but I will like music like this forever I think. I just don't have it in me to be a scream-o fan. I will try. But why? what for? Who cares what music I listen?
Ok, last one I promise....
"All These Things That I've Done"
When there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
One more son
If you can hold on
If you can hold on, hold on I wanna stand up, I wanna let go
You know, you know - no you don't, you don't
I wanna shine on in the hearts of men
I want a meaning from the back of my broken hand
Another head aches, another heart breaks
I am so much older than I can take
And my affection, well it comes and goes
I need direction to perfection, no no no no
Help me out Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out And when there's nowhere else to run
Is there room for one more son
These changes ain't changing me
The cold-hearted boy I used to be
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier
I got soul, but I'm not a soldier...
Yeah, you know you got to help me out
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
You know you got to help me out
You're gonna bring yourself down
You're gonna bring yourself down
Yeah, oh don't you put me on the back burner
Yeah, you're gonna bring yourself down
Over and in, last call for sin
While everyone's lost, the battle is won
With all these things that I've done
All these things that I've done
If you can hold on
Thats a long one. I think this is probably my longest post. But thats because of the songs, not my writing. Oh well. I tried. And failed. But I do not want to write right now. I want to go swimming, I always want to go swimming, it clears my thoughts. The fluid movement of the water surrounding you as you paddle forward into a horizon of ocean. Well, that would work, if I wanted to swim in the freezing cold water. But I think I will swim in the pool, now how do I move it so it isn't across town? Cause I ain't walking there. And there is only like 8 minutes left for teen swim, well, thats pointless. Maybe some other night, yes, some other night.
Another Couple Poems
Snap
Solitary life
never changing,
never moving,
forever at a standstill
comfort, restlessness
safe but alone
is there such a word as safety?
or is it just a feeling
because something can always go wrong
something, somewhere, to somebody,
can always go wrong
is going wrong
will always go wrong
always wrong...
Snap
Symbols
The written symbols on my hand mean nothing
they are symbols of what I was feeling
you can see the depth the pen portrayed when I was angry
you can see the dullness, lack of shine and ink, when I was bored
The fading of surreality, you can see that too
the return to reality? Its there as well
But the symbols? They mean nothing.
Solitary life
never changing,
never moving,
forever at a standstill
comfort, restlessness
safe but alone
is there such a word as safety?
or is it just a feeling
because something can always go wrong
something, somewhere, to somebody,
can always go wrong
is going wrong
will always go wrong
always wrong...
Snap
Symbols
The written symbols on my hand mean nothing
they are symbols of what I was feeling
you can see the depth the pen portrayed when I was angry
you can see the dullness, lack of shine and ink, when I was bored
The fading of surreality, you can see that too
the return to reality? Its there as well
But the symbols? They mean nothing.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
The Real Me.
This is me. Deal with it as you wish.
Some stuff I wrote.
What do you see when you look at me?
A hint of desperation?
Maybe confrontation?
Lack of concentration?
Or is it determination?
An ever changing way of communication?
Even admiration?
Do I think in catagorization?
Or is there an accusation?
What do you see when you look at me?
Befuddlement?
A dislike of our government?
A wish to be one of the group but stand out on my own? To have my own days?
Do you notice anything when you look in my eyes?
Or did I just take you by suprise?
Next thing I wrote
Scratching the surface of what lies beneath,
Stirring the soils roots grow under
Known by many
noticed by few.
Next
Its my life
A book, A poem, An essay
Many pages turned over
but not re-read
The deepest secrets lie beneath what is told but not yet forgotten.
And again...Next
Love is often confused with lust
Friendship for the need to be noticed
Music with empty lyrics
And once more, I promise, last one.
If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
If no one was there, then did it actually fall?
Or was it dead and fallen already from centuries past?
Some stuff I wrote.
What do you see when you look at me?
A hint of desperation?
Maybe confrontation?
Lack of concentration?
Or is it determination?
An ever changing way of communication?
Even admiration?
Do I think in catagorization?
Or is there an accusation?
What do you see when you look at me?
Befuddlement?
A dislike of our government?
A wish to be one of the group but stand out on my own? To have my own days?
Do you notice anything when you look in my eyes?
Or did I just take you by suprise?
Next thing I wrote
Scratching the surface of what lies beneath,
Stirring the soils roots grow under
Known by many
noticed by few.
Next
Its my life
A book, A poem, An essay
Many pages turned over
but not re-read
The deepest secrets lie beneath what is told but not yet forgotten.
And again...Next
Love is often confused with lust
Friendship for the need to be noticed
Music with empty lyrics
And once more, I promise, last one.
If a tree falls in the forest and no one is around to hear it, does it make a sound?
If no one was there, then did it actually fall?
Or was it dead and fallen already from centuries past?
Friday, February 11, 2005
Crabs,
My mom is peeling or de-shelling crabs right now, she was doing it last night but didn't finish it. So shes doing it tonight. Still. Good crab though. Drama was interesting, well no, it wasn't.
Rocco left like 5 minutes after it started and no one even noticed but me and ashley. They are all to absorbed in their selves and the people they like to notice that their friend just dissapeared. Then when ashley and I went to go get him and make him stay, we saw jason, corey, martina carly and nicole out by the door so we stopped to talk to them until logan popped out of the shadows, then ashley retreated, but I got her to stay even though she is mad at herself and logan. But thats not my problem or business so I will get out of that little side topic.
So, anyways, we stayed and talked to the group, got hugs, and then carly and martina groped me, in various places. That was uncomfortable. But oh well. Logan kept looking at me funny, like he thought I was enjoying there groping. Thats a negative. I didn't. I'm not like that. But alas. I found it funny when ashley went back inside the drama room and there was more sexual harassement sorta stuff outside then in. Usually our little group is very sexually erm, intentioned? I just laugh at them. But when we went back out, for the second time because drama was quite boring, they were tickling jason and he fell into the trash can! but when he got out, it fell over and a whole bunch of crap came out, so the whole group left. Well, ran away. Ashley and I just walked back into the drama thing. I wish we would of left with the group. Its not like anything interesting happened in drama today. Besides actually talking to rich in drama and not just on msn everything was the same. Then Ratface came in at the end and got mad at us because we hadn't thought up some skits. But C'mon, really, Bullying? we covered that issue in september, All ideas, if we had thought of any would of already been over used. Its pathetic. But anyways. Frick! why does Logans msn have to be broken? or is he just telling me that? I don't know and frankly I am starting not to care. I guess I am mad at him too, but for different reasons then ashley is. I am mad because he still hasn't told either of us that he is dating sarah. Sarah told me. Very vaguely, I might add. I would think that if We were his supposed friends then he would of told us. I think I should call him and yell at him. But what would that prove? And why does he have to tell us? Well given the circumstances that I do not wish to disclose it is particularily weird that he hasn't told us.
Lunch today was probably the highlight of my day. lol. I didn't go to the TALK meeting because I quit it. But only about 3 people went so ashley called the meeting off. Then she found me and nicole so we walked outside (which I have been doing with her and the dreaded logan for the past 3 days) and guess who comes outside? Logan and sarah and some other person. They just kept walking and didn't walk up to us. Scared little chicken shit. Ashley and I kept our eyes off of him till he was around the corner, but nicole was looking at him and said he was staring at us for a bit, till he rounded the corner. Haha. Well if he is going to act weird then he can all by himself.
After the bell rang Me and Nicole were going to skip but I had to go and get my jacket, well guess who we run into? Logan, I asked him if he wanted to skip with us and he actually considered it. But then he remembered he had mr. warren for his next class so he declined. Mr. Warren is an awesome teacher. Yup Yup. But then the Vice principal saw us outside, so I chickened out. Oh well. I'm going to go drown my sorrows in a game of strategy....checkers perhaps. No, something else.
Rocco left like 5 minutes after it started and no one even noticed but me and ashley. They are all to absorbed in their selves and the people they like to notice that their friend just dissapeared. Then when ashley and I went to go get him and make him stay, we saw jason, corey, martina carly and nicole out by the door so we stopped to talk to them until logan popped out of the shadows, then ashley retreated, but I got her to stay even though she is mad at herself and logan. But thats not my problem or business so I will get out of that little side topic.
So, anyways, we stayed and talked to the group, got hugs, and then carly and martina groped me, in various places. That was uncomfortable. But oh well. Logan kept looking at me funny, like he thought I was enjoying there groping. Thats a negative. I didn't. I'm not like that. But alas. I found it funny when ashley went back inside the drama room and there was more sexual harassement sorta stuff outside then in. Usually our little group is very sexually erm, intentioned? I just laugh at them. But when we went back out, for the second time because drama was quite boring, they were tickling jason and he fell into the trash can! but when he got out, it fell over and a whole bunch of crap came out, so the whole group left. Well, ran away. Ashley and I just walked back into the drama thing. I wish we would of left with the group. Its not like anything interesting happened in drama today. Besides actually talking to rich in drama and not just on msn everything was the same. Then Ratface came in at the end and got mad at us because we hadn't thought up some skits. But C'mon, really, Bullying? we covered that issue in september, All ideas, if we had thought of any would of already been over used. Its pathetic. But anyways. Frick! why does Logans msn have to be broken? or is he just telling me that? I don't know and frankly I am starting not to care. I guess I am mad at him too, but for different reasons then ashley is. I am mad because he still hasn't told either of us that he is dating sarah. Sarah told me. Very vaguely, I might add. I would think that if We were his supposed friends then he would of told us. I think I should call him and yell at him. But what would that prove? And why does he have to tell us? Well given the circumstances that I do not wish to disclose it is particularily weird that he hasn't told us.
Lunch today was probably the highlight of my day. lol. I didn't go to the TALK meeting because I quit it. But only about 3 people went so ashley called the meeting off. Then she found me and nicole so we walked outside (which I have been doing with her and the dreaded logan for the past 3 days) and guess who comes outside? Logan and sarah and some other person. They just kept walking and didn't walk up to us. Scared little chicken shit. Ashley and I kept our eyes off of him till he was around the corner, but nicole was looking at him and said he was staring at us for a bit, till he rounded the corner. Haha. Well if he is going to act weird then he can all by himself.
After the bell rang Me and Nicole were going to skip but I had to go and get my jacket, well guess who we run into? Logan, I asked him if he wanted to skip with us and he actually considered it. But then he remembered he had mr. warren for his next class so he declined. Mr. Warren is an awesome teacher. Yup Yup. But then the Vice principal saw us outside, so I chickened out. Oh well. I'm going to go drown my sorrows in a game of strategy....checkers perhaps. No, something else.
Valentines day.
Its a decrepit holiday. Sure. Thats the word. it works. I do not feel like spelling anymore. I actually get graded on my spelling in socials class. I thought that was reserved for english. Ah well. This too shall pass.
But about Valentines day. Its awful. Media-market scam to get consumers to buy over priced flowers that you can go pick from some old ladys yard when she isn't looking. Thats the easier way. And about 90$ less expensive.
But who needs things that die in a couple days anyways?
Well I have to go find thingys (pictures) for my msn thingy. Yea. So. Whatever. Bye.
p.s. CATS WILL RULE THE WORLD.....from kyla.
But about Valentines day. Its awful. Media-market scam to get consumers to buy over priced flowers that you can go pick from some old ladys yard when she isn't looking. Thats the easier way. And about 90$ less expensive.
But who needs things that die in a couple days anyways?
Well I have to go find thingys (pictures) for my msn thingy. Yea. So. Whatever. Bye.
p.s. CATS WILL RULE THE WORLD.....from kyla.
Once upon the azure sky
Alright, If you ever read this then you will know this is about you. Hence the title. You intrigue me. Yes, I think that about sums it up. Next topic!
Ashley and Logan are coming over tomorrow. I don't know what we are going to do. Maybe explore my new surroundings a little, seeing as I haven't done that yet.I should with them, it may be fun. Supposed to have a beach access around my house somewhere too. I feel strangely sad, but I do not know why. I was happy up until about and hour ago or so. Ah well. This too shall pass. I wish I could speak japanese fluently, or any language other then English.
My cat is sitting on my forearm. I think she thinks that I'm her pet. Which could very well be so. She is quite demanding. And she doesn't meow either. She just whines, a lot. I am writing in my blog because I have nothing better to do.
Right now I am depressed, well, just sad. I miss RJ, he seems to be the only other person on this earth that undestands me fully without me explaining myself. People like that are in short supply. I'm glad I get to see him in march, yup, for like a week. Maybe 2. .....(sigh) No one is talking to me except Craig. Logan and Sarah are ignoring me. But ah well, ashley just came online, she'll talk to me. But I think shes mad at me. And craig just went to mix sugar with brown sugar and maragarine and eat it. He is stunned I tell ya, stunned. Still being ignored. I don't really care anymore though. I will slide into my loner exsistence quietly and no one will ever know I wasn't there. Its not like they care that I am here.
Never felt this depressed before. Ah well. I've been masking happyness for too long. Its alright to be sad every once and a while.
Its 11:50 pm and I am writing a blog. How important am I? lol, I should be sleeping.
Brb.
Back.
Wow, I could be lying through my teeth right now to my maybe 5 readers and you would have no way of knowing. But I would, and I'm not.
Sarcasm is my forte. I can be a total bitch when I want to be.
Why does this always happen? I solve everyone elses problems to the best of my abilities and then mine start slithering into my mind? Because of course no one can solve their own problems. Where is someone smart when you need them. Not some immature little hormone driven prat that thinks their mature but are just a bit more mature then the giggling bafoons of their age.
See. 0 - bitch in .25 seconds. I think I should stop writing before I say something I should but won't regret later.
Ashley and Logan are coming over tomorrow. I don't know what we are going to do. Maybe explore my new surroundings a little, seeing as I haven't done that yet.I should with them, it may be fun. Supposed to have a beach access around my house somewhere too. I feel strangely sad, but I do not know why. I was happy up until about and hour ago or so. Ah well. This too shall pass. I wish I could speak japanese fluently, or any language other then English.
My cat is sitting on my forearm. I think she thinks that I'm her pet. Which could very well be so. She is quite demanding. And she doesn't meow either. She just whines, a lot. I am writing in my blog because I have nothing better to do.
Right now I am depressed, well, just sad. I miss RJ, he seems to be the only other person on this earth that undestands me fully without me explaining myself. People like that are in short supply. I'm glad I get to see him in march, yup, for like a week. Maybe 2. .....(sigh) No one is talking to me except Craig. Logan and Sarah are ignoring me. But ah well, ashley just came online, she'll talk to me. But I think shes mad at me. And craig just went to mix sugar with brown sugar and maragarine and eat it. He is stunned I tell ya, stunned. Still being ignored. I don't really care anymore though. I will slide into my loner exsistence quietly and no one will ever know I wasn't there. Its not like they care that I am here.
Never felt this depressed before. Ah well. I've been masking happyness for too long. Its alright to be sad every once and a while.
Its 11:50 pm and I am writing a blog. How important am I? lol, I should be sleeping.
Brb.
Back.
Wow, I could be lying through my teeth right now to my maybe 5 readers and you would have no way of knowing. But I would, and I'm not.
Sarcasm is my forte. I can be a total bitch when I want to be.
Why does this always happen? I solve everyone elses problems to the best of my abilities and then mine start slithering into my mind? Because of course no one can solve their own problems. Where is someone smart when you need them. Not some immature little hormone driven prat that thinks their mature but are just a bit more mature then the giggling bafoons of their age.
See. 0 - bitch in .25 seconds. I think I should stop writing before I say something I should but won't regret later.
My cat..
Is being a total bitch. Read the title. Now. I dare you. Heh heh.
So, I've found a topic. My cat. I should of named her pandora. Like as in pandoras box. But just because she physcotic (can't spell that word), doesn't mean her name has to be a bad omen.So shes kyla. The only cat i've ever had that runs into sliding glass doors and other such materials. Well the only cat period. As in the only one I've ever had.Alright, this topic is over. I am going to talk about something else.
Today at school was fun, awesome even. Lol. Found out more secrets I shouldn't. And hung out with logan and ashley and corey. More ashley and logan then corey. But thats because we went "against the flow" Lol. Inside joke i guess.
Silly grade 8 boys thinking they can play football. We laugh at you. Example:
Hahahahahahahahahaha
(Logan, Ashley and I laughing at the grade 8's on the field at lunch)
I am cold, and I have a blanket around me, I should wrap it around my shoulders. I will. In 5-4-3-2-1 there. Did anyone else notice the numbers got smaller or are my eyes playing tricks on me again? Eh well. I have got to go. (parents orders) so this is another short post.
WWS
So, I've found a topic. My cat. I should of named her pandora. Like as in pandoras box. But just because she physcotic (can't spell that word), doesn't mean her name has to be a bad omen.So shes kyla. The only cat i've ever had that runs into sliding glass doors and other such materials. Well the only cat period. As in the only one I've ever had.Alright, this topic is over. I am going to talk about something else.
Today at school was fun, awesome even. Lol. Found out more secrets I shouldn't. And hung out with logan and ashley and corey. More ashley and logan then corey. But thats because we went "against the flow" Lol. Inside joke i guess.
Silly grade 8 boys thinking they can play football. We laugh at you. Example:
Hahahahahahahahahaha
(Logan, Ashley and I laughing at the grade 8's on the field at lunch)
I am cold, and I have a blanket around me, I should wrap it around my shoulders. I will. In 5-4-3-2-1 there. Did anyone else notice the numbers got smaller or are my eyes playing tricks on me again? Eh well. I have got to go. (parents orders) so this is another short post.
WWS
Monday, February 07, 2005
Dashboard
There is a little blue dog on my moms dashboard. I am only typing this because when I go to my profile it says dashboard. I am typing because if I don't I get all weird, as in too many ideas in my head. And seeing as I have no thought pattern and am not even thinking about what I am writing about, this might not make any sense.
Alright, yesterday at school was entertaining. Yep, yep. I found out like 2 things I shouldn't know, I really shouldn't know. And today, an even worse one that I can't tell anybody or it will be the downfall of more then 1 person. This sucks. I am going to try and make this my longest post. I think I have said this before. Deja Vu. Eek! Thats alright, I've had it before. I have concluded that the only way to get this post the longest its been before is too ramble on endlessly with no thought pattern. Not that hard for me to do seeing as, well....its just not.
Argh!! Too many people talking to me on msn messenger. I need a drink. Not an alcoholic drink either. I just have to make juice, and I don't want to. So I am drinking water. Yay. Not really, we actually had to learn about water today in science. How it had no taste and all this good stuff. Whippee, like it matters.Well, I guess it matters, but its not like people has never tasted water before, we all know its tasteless, why do you think that they advertise 'flavoured' water.
Have you ever heard of the show 'American Idol' I like to laugh at people on it. Just the way they act when a camera is in their face.
DOES ANYONE EVER EVEN READ MY BLOG?
It seems like they don't, they might but I wouldn't have a clue because...well...you people reading don't leave comments saying that you read. Even if its 'I hate you because you write in blogs' fine. I don't really care if you review or not. I just want there to be like a counter or something that tells me how many people have visited my blog. Then at least I know if what I write gets imputted into other peoples brain.
Eek! Craig is online. lets see if he will talk to me. lol. We have weird conversations. Like the fact that he wants my first child in his pants. As in hes going to rape him. Or her for that matter. <-- See what I mean, weird conversations. And conversations about -ddr- a game that you dance in. And how he fell off the stage. Entertaining really, except I wasn't there. He told me. Well, actually it was his screen name, and I bug him about it every once in a while because he is really good at the game and fell off the stage, bwahahahahaaa.
Is my post long enough yet? I have no clue. (still drinking water)
I am so cool! You know why? Can you tell me? Supposedly I am so cool, told to me by others, and they haven't told me why yet. How am I supposed to brag about it if I don't know what it is? This is me joking, seeing as I am a humble little farm girl, minus the farm. And the little for that matter.
I can't wait till baseball season. The only sucky part about moving is that I moved away from a baseball feild that was in my back yard. Now its not...I have a little small backyard. So I have to walk down to an elementary school thats 4kms or so away to practice. That sucks. But I will be a pitcher sooner or later. Until then its backstop for me. Too bad my knees hate me. Its not my fault that I dive for the ball. Its the pitchers. I need to catch the ball so no one steals home or any other base. Stupid off shot pitchers. Brandon was always a good pitcher, but I was afraid of the ball then. So, a predicament, none of my friends play baseball so I can't go play with them, and I just moved so I have to find my glove and fast. And we have no money at the current moment so I have to save with my mom about 80$ to register. That sucks too. I am actually bored of writing....which means I have enough secrets in my head to keep and have let enough other stuff down into cyber space. My head is all good now. But I have a headache, only because of the way my hair was up. Meh, whatever. WWS
P.s. WWS means Will Write Soon
Alright, yesterday at school was entertaining. Yep, yep. I found out like 2 things I shouldn't know, I really shouldn't know. And today, an even worse one that I can't tell anybody or it will be the downfall of more then 1 person. This sucks. I am going to try and make this my longest post. I think I have said this before. Deja Vu. Eek! Thats alright, I've had it before. I have concluded that the only way to get this post the longest its been before is too ramble on endlessly with no thought pattern. Not that hard for me to do seeing as, well....its just not.
Argh!! Too many people talking to me on msn messenger. I need a drink. Not an alcoholic drink either. I just have to make juice, and I don't want to. So I am drinking water. Yay. Not really, we actually had to learn about water today in science. How it had no taste and all this good stuff. Whippee, like it matters.Well, I guess it matters, but its not like people has never tasted water before, we all know its tasteless, why do you think that they advertise 'flavoured' water.
Have you ever heard of the show 'American Idol' I like to laugh at people on it. Just the way they act when a camera is in their face.
DOES ANYONE EVER EVEN READ MY BLOG?
It seems like they don't, they might but I wouldn't have a clue because...well...you people reading don't leave comments saying that you read. Even if its 'I hate you because you write in blogs' fine. I don't really care if you review or not. I just want there to be like a counter or something that tells me how many people have visited my blog. Then at least I know if what I write gets imputted into other peoples brain.
Eek! Craig is online. lets see if he will talk to me. lol. We have weird conversations. Like the fact that he wants my first child in his pants. As in hes going to rape him. Or her for that matter. <-- See what I mean, weird conversations. And conversations about -ddr- a game that you dance in. And how he fell off the stage. Entertaining really, except I wasn't there. He told me. Well, actually it was his screen name, and I bug him about it every once in a while because he is really good at the game and fell off the stage, bwahahahahaaa.
Is my post long enough yet? I have no clue. (still drinking water)
I am so cool! You know why? Can you tell me? Supposedly I am so cool, told to me by others, and they haven't told me why yet. How am I supposed to brag about it if I don't know what it is? This is me joking, seeing as I am a humble little farm girl, minus the farm. And the little for that matter.
I can't wait till baseball season. The only sucky part about moving is that I moved away from a baseball feild that was in my back yard. Now its not...I have a little small backyard. So I have to walk down to an elementary school thats 4kms or so away to practice. That sucks. But I will be a pitcher sooner or later. Until then its backstop for me. Too bad my knees hate me. Its not my fault that I dive for the ball. Its the pitchers. I need to catch the ball so no one steals home or any other base. Stupid off shot pitchers. Brandon was always a good pitcher, but I was afraid of the ball then. So, a predicament, none of my friends play baseball so I can't go play with them, and I just moved so I have to find my glove and fast. And we have no money at the current moment so I have to save with my mom about 80$ to register. That sucks too. I am actually bored of writing....which means I have enough secrets in my head to keep and have let enough other stuff down into cyber space. My head is all good now. But I have a headache, only because of the way my hair was up. Meh, whatever. WWS
P.s. WWS means Will Write Soon
Smell me!
Well, the title has nothing to do with what I am writing about. If I find a topic to write about. Its just written on my hand with a strawberry over top it. It was Danika trying to be funny. We recieved our new scheduals (I can't spell) this morning for new classes. I have the following:
English Honours 9
Science 9
Socials 9
Capp 9
But not in that order, thats just the order I remembered them in.
Our computer is currently in our kitchen, due to not having a phone jack in the office, so we are looking for a long cord, no luck so far. Still has its uses, like my writing. But I have to go. This was a short post. I will write more when I remember too. Adios!
English Honours 9
Science 9
Socials 9
Capp 9
But not in that order, thats just the order I remembered them in.
Our computer is currently in our kitchen, due to not having a phone jack in the office, so we are looking for a long cord, no luck so far. Still has its uses, like my writing. But I have to go. This was a short post. I will write more when I remember too. Adios!
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