I figured it was time for another session of random facts.
1. I am not a whippersnapper!
2. Congratulations Rich on passing your drivers test.
3. I got into "vocal jazz" which I am so excited about.
4. I didn't think that I would run out of random facts so quickly.
5. That new worker at the corner store by my school is a hyper sensitive bitch.
6. The fog is grand. Especially when its windy and rainy as well.
7. When someone asks me "sup" I always feel compelled to either slap them or say 'the sky'
8. Blogger is full of glitches that annoy me greatly.
9. There are 16 people in Vocal Jazz. 3 tenors, 3 bass, 5 alto, 5 soprano.
10. When someone asks you a question, your immediate answer shouldn't be "your mom"
11. Alicia added more songs to her mp3 player, deleted a whole bunch and is doing it again right now.
Soz, I'm really at a loss for the whole... Ideas thing.
To the tune of "oh suzannah"
Four bugs came to the USA
Their hair was mighty long
They made friends very quickly
With their catchy, upbeat songs
Exterminator
He cut their numbers in half
and the two remaining wept as they read the epitaphs
It's about the beatles. It made Erin sad. 'Cause shes an uber Beatles fan.
Thursday, September 29, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
FUCKING BLOGGER.FUCKINGNET
I wrote this whole long thingy that was both humourous and stuff thats been going on lately. and then it decides to say that I didn't log in.. which, how could I be creating the damn post if I wasn't? and logs me in, then says it isn't there.
FUCKING STUPID BLOGGER.
It should die.
Right now.
ADG:TKLjadsop hyiojhodeyh :EBASDGKJSKGJSFDHJSHFH;KSJDYHKL;JSAEY;JRWYHPOJEPOGTAPOKF
K, I feel better now.
Like hell I'm typing it all out again, so this is yet another memory that I will not remember for as long as I would remember it if the stupid blogger wasn't so fucking glitchy.
FUCKING STUPID BLOGGER.
It should die.
Right now.
ADG:TKLjadsop hyiojhodeyh :EBASDGKJSKGJSFDHJSHFH;KSJDYHKL;JSAEY;JRWYHPOJEPOGTAPOKF
K, I feel better now.
Like hell I'm typing it all out again, so this is yet another memory that I will not remember for as long as I would remember it if the stupid blogger wasn't so fucking glitchy.
G-G-G-G-Gangsta!
Whenever I do my hair in cornrows, braids and such, I feel like such a g-g-g-gangsta. XD
ONLY
Because I had my hair in cornrows before, and someone asked if I was half black.
I may be dark, but I'm not that dark. Kthx.
Yesterday was fun.
Went to work, worked and such... then Logan showed up, so we walked to Cassi's, woke her ass up (it was 2pm.. pitiful) watched movies (rat race, waterboy, night at the roxbury) got attacked...multiple times... By logan, a pillow, a cat and cassi.
THEN
(yes, it had to be in capslock, er....shift)
My muzzer (mother for people who can't read.) went to pick up me and logan, but then we were all... Nah, we're gunna go to the movies with cassi and corrine, so... she dropped us all off at Galaxy theatre, where we hung out for a bit waiting for Corrine, got attacked again... Cassi raped the bushes...
It was all good.
So, corrine shows up, and we went to go see Corpse Bride, which was alright. Cassi and Corrine wouldn't know, they left not even halfway through and went and watch 40 year old virgin and some other movie....
Oh well.
After that we waited for Corrine to get picked up (I really dislike her) then I layed on the grass and stared at the stars(you only wish you were as cool as me) while Cassi and Logan fell down the hill....er... .walked. They rescued a shopping cart out of the lagoon lake thingy. So, yeah. All in all it was a pretty good day...er...night.
Random Facts:
- I bit logan cause he was being mean.
- Cassi can't climb trees very well in skater shoes.
- I am not a whippersnapper!
-Sitting on mailboxes is fun, and somewhat difficult
- Last night was fun until Cassi and myself started rapping randomly.
Quiet!!!!!!! sssshhhhhh,
hush yo’ mouth
Silence when i, spit it out
{*hach-ptoo*}..
in yo’ face
Open your mouth, give you a taste
(holla!!) ain’t no stoppin me
Copywritten so, don’t copy me
Y’all do it, sloppily
And y’all can’t come, close to me (yes)
I know you feel me now (yes)
I know you hear me
Loud (yes)
I scream it loud and proud (yes)
missy gon’ blow it
Down (yes)
People gon’ play me now (yes) in and outta town(yes)
Cause I’m the best around (yes) with this crazy style
p'sha like whoa man. We are teh shiznit.
Now, for a very interesting song break. Because the other one wasn't a song break, but what we rapped.
Hangin round, downtown by myself
And I had so much time
To sit and think about myself
And then there she was
Like double cherry pie
Yeah there she was
Like disco superfly
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Hangin' round downtown by myself
And I had too much caffeine
And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
And then there she was
In platform double suede
Yeah there she was
Like disco lemonade
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
Yeah mama this must be my dream
Bahahahaa... That is one fricken awesome song.
Just cause it is.
But my downloader is being a whore and won't let me download from her... been used to much I guess...
Cassi and I now know what we are doing for halloween.... costume wise... haven't quite figured out the plans of where.
Most likely her neighbourhood or parksville with some friends.... My neighbourhood is a bunch of cops and little kids... no fun there...
cawdfrtghyuj
Like whoa man.
Tired but hyper, like last night, but more tired.
TODAY!
We ripped apart the bathroom, installed a new toilet thingy and are building the sink right now... it's all, A connects to G when P is supporting H, Q, and R.
I'd rather let them do it.
Cassi has the highest on my friendship test thing.
Then some other random people.
Like Logan and Chelsea.
Chelsea suprised me, Logan not so much.
Another installment of my life... installed.
g'byeee
ONLY
Because I had my hair in cornrows before, and someone asked if I was half black.
I may be dark, but I'm not that dark. Kthx.
Yesterday was fun.
Went to work, worked and such... then Logan showed up, so we walked to Cassi's, woke her ass up (it was 2pm.. pitiful) watched movies (rat race, waterboy, night at the roxbury) got attacked...multiple times... By logan, a pillow, a cat and cassi.
THEN
(yes, it had to be in capslock, er....shift)
My muzzer (mother for people who can't read.) went to pick up me and logan, but then we were all... Nah, we're gunna go to the movies with cassi and corrine, so... she dropped us all off at Galaxy theatre, where we hung out for a bit waiting for Corrine, got attacked again... Cassi raped the bushes...
It was all good.
So, corrine shows up, and we went to go see Corpse Bride, which was alright. Cassi and Corrine wouldn't know, they left not even halfway through and went and watch 40 year old virgin and some other movie....
Oh well.
After that we waited for Corrine to get picked up (I really dislike her) then I layed on the grass and stared at the stars(you only wish you were as cool as me) while Cassi and Logan fell down the hill....er... .walked. They rescued a shopping cart out of the lagoon lake thingy. So, yeah. All in all it was a pretty good day...er...night.
Random Facts:
- I bit logan cause he was being mean.
- Cassi can't climb trees very well in skater shoes.
- I am not a whippersnapper!
-Sitting on mailboxes is fun, and somewhat difficult
- Last night was fun until Cassi and myself started rapping randomly.
Quiet!!!!!!! sssshhhhhh,
hush yo’ mouth
Silence when i, spit it out
{*hach-ptoo*}..
in yo’ face
Open your mouth, give you a taste
(holla!!) ain’t no stoppin me
Copywritten so, don’t copy me
Y’all do it, sloppily
And y’all can’t come, close to me (yes)
I know you feel me now (yes)
I know you hear me
Loud (yes)
I scream it loud and proud (yes)
missy gon’ blow it
Down (yes)
People gon’ play me now (yes) in and outta town(yes)
Cause I’m the best around (yes) with this crazy style
p'sha like whoa man. We are teh shiznit.
Now, for a very interesting song break. Because the other one wasn't a song break, but what we rapped.
Hangin round, downtown by myself
And I had so much time
To sit and think about myself
And then there she was
Like double cherry pie
Yeah there she was
Like disco superfly
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Hangin' round downtown by myself
And I had too much caffeine
And I was thinkin' 'bout myself
And then there she was
In platform double suede
Yeah there she was
Like disco lemonade
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
I smell sex and candy here
Who's that lounging in my chair
Who's that casting devious stares
In my direction
Mama this surely is a dream
Mama this surely is a dream
Yeah mama this must be my dream
Bahahahaa... That is one fricken awesome song.
Just cause it is.
But my downloader is being a whore and won't let me download from her... been used to much I guess...
Cassi and I now know what we are doing for halloween.... costume wise... haven't quite figured out the plans of where.
Most likely her neighbourhood or parksville with some friends.... My neighbourhood is a bunch of cops and little kids... no fun there...
cawdfrtghyuj
Like whoa man.
Tired but hyper, like last night, but more tired.
TODAY!
We ripped apart the bathroom, installed a new toilet thingy and are building the sink right now... it's all, A connects to G when P is supporting H, Q, and R.
I'd rather let them do it.
Cassi has the highest on my friendship test thing.
Then some other random people.
Like Logan and Chelsea.
Chelsea suprised me, Logan not so much.
Another installment of my life... installed.
g'byeee
Friday, September 23, 2005
Other Random Operations
O.R.O
Bored as hell! made plans for tommorrow and such, but that's tommorow.
My weekend is booked and all that, I live in the land of the occupied.
So, was talking to an aquaintance (sp? refuse to use spellcheck!) Karlie, neither friend nor foe.
Anyways
She was looking all glum and such, so I asked her what was wrong, as did Jason... Brookey already knew..
So she won't tell us, and I'm all " 'kay, you don't have to tell me, just know that if you need to talk I'll listen" and Aneeca comes over going "Watch your back ,they're all after you now" to her... Quite peculiar thing to say in my opinion.
Then
("Hey wait a minute--- " "no! I'm telling a story, shut up!" <-- argueing with myself... too many thoughts in head)
Karlie starts bawling. Something about rumours and framing and a whole bunch more immature girly pranks made to hurt someone elses feelings, make them feel scared blah blah blah... same old shit
So, I was all "Hey! maybe I'll get to beat someone up!" 'Cause I haven't beaten anyone up since grade 6, and yeah.
4 years and counting. But then I was all... I shouldn't get into this....
STUPID FUCKING CUNTS AND THEIR INSECURITIES...
If they weren't so damn insecure about their place in the "social standings" in highschool, then maybe they'd actually obtain intelligence, instead of feigning it.
(sidenote: Highest grade in class for me: Socials & Science)
So yeah, then I went to work, worked, got home, thought "hey, I should call matt.... damn he's working tonight" Sent some emails, talked on the phone to logan (karlie's boyfriend, wanted to know if she was ok... blah blah blah) ended up making plans to hang out tommorow after work and such.
BLAH...
I'm in a BLAH mood today.. to many thoughts to make one clear enough to put down here....they're all half thoughts.
Stupid homework I have due on Tues/Wed/Thurs.
English and Science... It should die...
Wait! It should come alive, then die... making the whole dying thing workable...
I'm going to go have a shower, or do something productive.... anything but stay on the computer or do homework.
I need to phone the little fag doll... damn, maybe I should know his number.
Bored as hell! made plans for tommorrow and such, but that's tommorow.
My weekend is booked and all that, I live in the land of the occupied.
So, was talking to an aquaintance (sp? refuse to use spellcheck!) Karlie, neither friend nor foe.
Anyways
She was looking all glum and such, so I asked her what was wrong, as did Jason... Brookey already knew..
So she won't tell us, and I'm all " 'kay, you don't have to tell me, just know that if you need to talk I'll listen" and Aneeca comes over going "Watch your back ,they're all after you now" to her... Quite peculiar thing to say in my opinion.
Then
("Hey wait a minute--- " "no! I'm telling a story, shut up!" <-- argueing with myself... too many thoughts in head)
Karlie starts bawling. Something about rumours and framing and a whole bunch more immature girly pranks made to hurt someone elses feelings, make them feel scared blah blah blah... same old shit
So, I was all "Hey! maybe I'll get to beat someone up!" 'Cause I haven't beaten anyone up since grade 6, and yeah.
4 years and counting. But then I was all... I shouldn't get into this....
STUPID FUCKING CUNTS AND THEIR INSECURITIES...
If they weren't so damn insecure about their place in the "social standings" in highschool, then maybe they'd actually obtain intelligence, instead of feigning it.
(sidenote: Highest grade in class for me: Socials & Science)
So yeah, then I went to work, worked, got home, thought "hey, I should call matt.... damn he's working tonight" Sent some emails, talked on the phone to logan (karlie's boyfriend, wanted to know if she was ok... blah blah blah) ended up making plans to hang out tommorow after work and such.
BLAH...
I'm in a BLAH mood today.. to many thoughts to make one clear enough to put down here....they're all half thoughts.
Stupid homework I have due on Tues/Wed/Thurs.
English and Science... It should die...
Wait! It should come alive, then die... making the whole dying thing workable...
I'm going to go have a shower, or do something productive.... anything but stay on the computer or do homework.
I need to phone the little fag doll... damn, maybe I should know his number.
Monday, September 19, 2005
Damnnabit.
I feel like I should write because so much has happened lately, but I resent the fact that I feel I am required to.
Schools goin' pretty good. I have 98.7% in Science right now.
This kid (matt, he's 24) who lives in the basement of my step sisters house thingy used to baby-sit me when I was too young to talk and such. My mom tried to get custody of him 'cause his mom was abusing drugs and such but couldn't. So, he came over to dinner last night with his girlfriend and sheree (stepsister) came too with her new boyfriend... I believe Matt is some sort of dealer... speed and coke I believe but can't be sure. Oh what an exciting life I lead.
Anyways
He came over tonight because him and my mom and her fiancee are going to the bar to beat up Dustin (slime bag from the depths of hell... sheree's ex who left her with a 1 1/2 year old and 5 months pregnant with twins) And yeah.
Emma got me a present from Japan but has a bad memory and keeps forgetting it so I'm getting rather impatient... all.. supremely belated birthday party.
I got interviewed by Des (Desiree) because my picture was in the paper and such...
Logan called me the other day, I wasn't home. XD. I don't think he's ever called me before... Wanted to hang out and such.
Brookey cut and dyed her hair.
I'm trying to let my mom let me cut mine.. but do you think she'll let me? NO... 'cause yeah.
Ahahahaha... Matt is so damn hard to get a hold of, but I won in the end...
Although his grandmother freaks me out just a bit.
drama was good today..
great actually
we had a solid scene, and the other group didn't.
And somehow that's sarah's fault, being one of the two experienced ones in that group and not listening to Rocco or trying anything herself..
Meh, not my problem
So, not much has happened.... but whatever.
It's my life, I enjoy most of it.
Schools goin' pretty good. I have 98.7% in Science right now.
This kid (matt, he's 24) who lives in the basement of my step sisters house thingy used to baby-sit me when I was too young to talk and such. My mom tried to get custody of him 'cause his mom was abusing drugs and such but couldn't. So, he came over to dinner last night with his girlfriend and sheree (stepsister) came too with her new boyfriend... I believe Matt is some sort of dealer... speed and coke I believe but can't be sure. Oh what an exciting life I lead.
Anyways
He came over tonight because him and my mom and her fiancee are going to the bar to beat up Dustin (slime bag from the depths of hell... sheree's ex who left her with a 1 1/2 year old and 5 months pregnant with twins) And yeah.
Emma got me a present from Japan but has a bad memory and keeps forgetting it so I'm getting rather impatient... all.. supremely belated birthday party.
I got interviewed by Des (Desiree) because my picture was in the paper and such...
Logan called me the other day, I wasn't home. XD. I don't think he's ever called me before... Wanted to hang out and such.
Brookey cut and dyed her hair.
I'm trying to let my mom let me cut mine.. but do you think she'll let me? NO... 'cause yeah.
Ahahahaha... Matt is so damn hard to get a hold of, but I won in the end...
Although his grandmother freaks me out just a bit.
drama was good today..
great actually
we had a solid scene, and the other group didn't.
And somehow that's sarah's fault, being one of the two experienced ones in that group and not listening to Rocco or trying anything herself..
Meh, not my problem
So, not much has happened.... but whatever.
It's my life, I enjoy most of it.
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Johnny Falls
Johnny Falls
He throws his hands
Into the air, into these walls
He's freakin out
He's got a gun
He'll get his way
He'll have his fun
You make a mess
You bruise my name
Try to cut me down with every word you say
If you wreck my day
If you wreck my day
You son of a bitch you're gonna get some
And I'm tired
Of this stupid game
Running in circles from you again
Don't blame me
For what I gotta do
I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Johnny runs
He shuts his eyes
He only sees
From nine to five
Don't let him down
He's got a gun
He'll get his way
He'll have his fun
All you wannabes
Don't have what it takes
To take a shot at me
To put me in my place
If you wreck my day
If you wreck my day
You son of a bitch you're gonna get some
And I'm tired
Of this stupid game
Running in circles from you again
Don't blame me
For what I gotta do I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Don't push me
Don't blame me
Or you'll be sorry
Your not getting through
Im not gonna back down
As of right now
I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Emo-tastic song eh? I still think "The best thing that you never had" is more emotastic (by Butch Walker)
The above song is by Hedley though.
Stupid-media-market bands and their catchy songs.
Went to the motor cross (wastelands) today with my family. Or at least most of it. (step sister, nephew, stepdad, mom) blah blah blah.
It was alright, a little boring. But whatever.
Ack, silence, how it burns my ears.
But of course the cd I want to listen to is all the way on the other side of the house, and I just got warm. 'Cause I was all cold and shit.
I really should do my socials homework...but its sooo much reading... really it burns the eyes.
I think I'm going to get that cd... The force compells me. And maybe an orange, because apples are for squares.
FUCKHDFHSJOPSDFNHPADOHNPDONHYSPODFHNADP OHNWOPBITCHEKTNADTKGLDGKHI
uh...yeah.
I think I'm going to stop writing now, or you know...nasty things could happen. And then I'd be forced to pretend I regretted what I said, and that I was sorry for it.
So.... yeah.
He throws his hands
Into the air, into these walls
He's freakin out
He's got a gun
He'll get his way
He'll have his fun
You make a mess
You bruise my name
Try to cut me down with every word you say
If you wreck my day
If you wreck my day
You son of a bitch you're gonna get some
And I'm tired
Of this stupid game
Running in circles from you again
Don't blame me
For what I gotta do
I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Johnny runs
He shuts his eyes
He only sees
From nine to five
Don't let him down
He's got a gun
He'll get his way
He'll have his fun
All you wannabes
Don't have what it takes
To take a shot at me
To put me in my place
If you wreck my day
If you wreck my day
You son of a bitch you're gonna get some
And I'm tired
Of this stupid game
Running in circles from you again
Don't blame me
For what I gotta do I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Don't push me
Don't blame me
Or you'll be sorry
Your not getting through
Im not gonna back down
As of right now
I won't hate myself to be loved by you
Emo-tastic song eh? I still think "The best thing that you never had" is more emotastic (by Butch Walker)
The above song is by Hedley though.
Stupid-media-market bands and their catchy songs.
Went to the motor cross (wastelands) today with my family. Or at least most of it. (step sister, nephew, stepdad, mom) blah blah blah.
It was alright, a little boring. But whatever.
Ack, silence, how it burns my ears.
But of course the cd I want to listen to is all the way on the other side of the house, and I just got warm. 'Cause I was all cold and shit.
I really should do my socials homework...but its sooo much reading... really it burns the eyes.
I think I'm going to get that cd... The force compells me. And maybe an orange, because apples are for squares.
FUCKHDFHSJOPSDFNHPADOHNPDONHYSPODFHNADP OHNWOPBITCHEKTNADTKGLDGKHI
uh...yeah.
I think I'm going to stop writing now, or you know...nasty things could happen. And then I'd be forced to pretend I regretted what I said, and that I was sorry for it.
So.... yeah.
Friday, September 09, 2005
Email Chain Letters
LIEK OMFG SEND DIS TO 42 PEOPLE OR YULL HAVE BAD LOVE LIFE LUCK FOR THE REST OF YUR LIFE!
0-25, you'll never get kissed
25-30 your crush will kiss you on friday
etc
Does anyone else find this baloney? Or am I just that desensitized. What if someone didn't have a "crush" (Why is it called a crush anyways?)
Anyways, I was just surfing through random emails and came across this:
When a girl is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,She is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
When a girl says I love you, She means it.
When a girl says "i miss you," No one in this world can miss you more than that
So, Do you think that's true? or not? I'm on the fence. BECAUSE GIRLS ARE DIFFERENT.
Take me and Nicole for example. She's skitzo with a very outspoken attitude, very immature... etc etc.
I'm basically not.
Immature at times. I have full conversations, and arguements with myself... and when I get into a "mood" people call me by a different name (Bob). I'm not one to shout across the field, right in someone's ear, just to get someone else's attention. Or drag them back somewhere they don't want to go.
ANYWAYS
I bought the new Hedley cd. Oh-so-happy.
Suurriously.
Soz, this was a draft cause I was forced off the computer, and now it's the next day.
So, this is a two day post.
Anyways, back to the whole Hedley thing. I haven't listened to the whole cd yet. But this is my favourite song so far.
Got in a streetfight,
with the I.R.S
and I'm alright,
took one to the chest but I'm fine,
'cause it's all coming up roses.
Call me 'The White Guy
With A Real Bad Case Of That Pink Eye'
but it's just a reflection of roses,
it's all coming up roses.
And God damnit if it all works out,
God fuck it it should all work out,
God damnit it should all work out for me.
My fifteen minutes are almost done,
and I don't care,
I was just having more fun than you,
I didn't ask for this anyways.
Now I'm on T.V
I guess that's not cool,
now I'm a sellout,
but I'm not the only one with name brand shoes on,
you fucking moron.
.So buy me the ocean, and paint it with pretty stars,
and lead me to something, take me anywhere but here
etc.
Pretty good.
Anyways, work was boring. VERY BORING. I can't wait till monday. Why? 'Cause everything will feel way more comfortable, reliable, reassuring and like it usually is. No more unexpected visits from odd peoples and such. Although the guy that sits beside me in Socials class is starting to creep me out. Oh well, He's cool.
His name is all...pronounced funny (Ho-sway) but I have no idea how to spell it, though I'm suspecting it's something like Joshua. 'Cause that would make sense in a twisted sorta way.
Erlack, I feel disoriented, more-then-usually-distracted-and/or-spaced-out.
Daydream wayyy too much.
Moto-X tomorrow.
Everyone that lives in Nanaimo that has nothing to do, should definately go. Bend to my will.
(sidenote: I'll write another letter to myself - excerpt from 'Gunnin' from Hedley)
Soz, I think thats about it.
OH! I heard the crappiest song on the radio today. It was all... OMG YOU LEFT ME NOW YUR COMING BACK NOW HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN I BUTCHER WHILE SAYING GOODBYE!!
Very badly pronounced "goodbye" repeatedly in different languages.
Bitch.
Soz, Now I think I'm done.
0-25, you'll never get kissed
25-30 your crush will kiss you on friday
etc
Does anyone else find this baloney? Or am I just that desensitized. What if someone didn't have a "crush" (Why is it called a crush anyways?)
Anyways, I was just surfing through random emails and came across this:
When a girl is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
When a girl is not arguing,She is thinking deeply
When a girl looks at u with eyes full of questions,She is wondering how long you will be around.
When a girl answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.
When a girl stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
When a girl lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
When a girl wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
When a girl says I love you, She means it.
When a girl says "i miss you," No one in this world can miss you more than that
So, Do you think that's true? or not? I'm on the fence. BECAUSE GIRLS ARE DIFFERENT.
Take me and Nicole for example. She's skitzo with a very outspoken attitude, very immature... etc etc.
I'm basically not.
Immature at times. I have full conversations, and arguements with myself... and when I get into a "mood" people call me by a different name (Bob). I'm not one to shout across the field, right in someone's ear, just to get someone else's attention. Or drag them back somewhere they don't want to go.
ANYWAYS
I bought the new Hedley cd. Oh-so-happy.
Suurriously.
Soz, this was a draft cause I was forced off the computer, and now it's the next day.
So, this is a two day post.
Anyways, back to the whole Hedley thing. I haven't listened to the whole cd yet. But this is my favourite song so far.
Got in a streetfight,
with the I.R.S
and I'm alright,
took one to the chest but I'm fine,
'cause it's all coming up roses.
Call me 'The White Guy
With A Real Bad Case Of That Pink Eye'
but it's just a reflection of roses,
it's all coming up roses.
And God damnit if it all works out,
God fuck it it should all work out,
God damnit it should all work out for me.
My fifteen minutes are almost done,
and I don't care,
I was just having more fun than you,
I didn't ask for this anyways.
Now I'm on T.V
I guess that's not cool,
now I'm a sellout,
but I'm not the only one with name brand shoes on,
you fucking moron.
.So buy me the ocean, and paint it with pretty stars,
and lead me to something, take me anywhere but here
etc.
Pretty good.
Anyways, work was boring. VERY BORING. I can't wait till monday. Why? 'Cause everything will feel way more comfortable, reliable, reassuring and like it usually is. No more unexpected visits from odd peoples and such. Although the guy that sits beside me in Socials class is starting to creep me out. Oh well, He's cool.
His name is all...pronounced funny (Ho-sway) but I have no idea how to spell it, though I'm suspecting it's something like Joshua. 'Cause that would make sense in a twisted sorta way.
Erlack, I feel disoriented, more-then-usually-distracted-and/or-spaced-out.
Daydream wayyy too much.
Moto-X tomorrow.
Everyone that lives in Nanaimo that has nothing to do, should definately go. Bend to my will.
(sidenote: I'll write another letter to myself - excerpt from 'Gunnin' from Hedley)
Soz, I think thats about it.
OH! I heard the crappiest song on the radio today. It was all... OMG YOU LEFT ME NOW YUR COMING BACK NOW HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN I BUTCHER WHILE SAYING GOODBYE!!
Very badly pronounced "goodbye" repeatedly in different languages.
Bitch.
Soz, Now I think I'm done.
Thursday, September 08, 2005
All this on Page 15
So, I was flipping through the school handbook that you get drilled into you every year, and something caught my eye. Of course it was bolded, hence the catching of the eye.
It was all - This will be continued on page 15
But ... There is no page numbers. Does anyone else see the ironic ness in this? ( Yes, I know I could of just used Irony, but I feel compelled not to)
So, after seeing that, I remembered Rich talking to imaginary people and pointing at them going "Page 5, Man, Page 5" so, Squashed that idea. :D
I wrote more poems, thoroughly squashing writers block! yippee.
(sidenote: They're the ones that'll hate you when you think you have the world all sussed out)
My mom got me information for this Karate school academy thingy. and it's at nights so I could still go and do the whole choir or drama or both thing.
About that, Tinnean is thinking that she's probably going to put Drama on Tuesdays. If she does, I'm not going in Drama. Because choir you actaully get credits for, and my friends "ordered" me to join last june.
I've joined every year, and quit every year within 2 months of joining. Go me.
I'm stupendous.
And (back to my mother) she told me about this scholarship program (rotary club thingy) which pays for me to go somewhere else in the world for a year and go to school.
Top three choices: Spain
England
Japan
And, I'll still be back in grade 12 to graduate with my class.
So, I gotta go to my counsellor tommorow (jeez, I don't like that office) and be all... gimme paperwork!
yeah.
So, if you're still reading, do you want to read my poems yet? Not yet? Okay.
School today was pretty alright. Hung out outside with friends (Ashley, Erin, Jason, Nicole and Jessica) then we spotted Rich all, walking by himself being a loner and stuffs.. so of course Nicole (the outspoken one, who Desiree says is the female Rich... 'cause she WAS a redhead) Starts yelling across the little.. field thingy. So then he joined us.
Oh shit! I forgot to say g'bye, rather rude of me, when the warning bell rang.
So, Rich, G'bye. See ya tommorow.
XD
Now, To the poems
Of course they have no titles cause I don't want to title them
It was all - This will be continued on page 15
But ... There is no page numbers. Does anyone else see the ironic ness in this? ( Yes, I know I could of just used Irony, but I feel compelled not to)
So, after seeing that, I remembered Rich talking to imaginary people and pointing at them going "Page 5, Man, Page 5" so, Squashed that idea. :D
I wrote more poems, thoroughly squashing writers block! yippee.
(sidenote: They're the ones that'll hate you when you think you have the world all sussed out)
My mom got me information for this Karate school academy thingy. and it's at nights so I could still go and do the whole choir or drama or both thing.
About that, Tinnean is thinking that she's probably going to put Drama on Tuesdays. If she does, I'm not going in Drama. Because choir you actaully get credits for, and my friends "ordered" me to join last june.
I've joined every year, and quit every year within 2 months of joining. Go me.
I'm stupendous.
And (back to my mother) she told me about this scholarship program (rotary club thingy) which pays for me to go somewhere else in the world for a year and go to school.
Top three choices: Spain
England
Japan
And, I'll still be back in grade 12 to graduate with my class.
So, I gotta go to my counsellor tommorow (jeez, I don't like that office) and be all... gimme paperwork!
yeah.
So, if you're still reading, do you want to read my poems yet? Not yet? Okay.
School today was pretty alright. Hung out outside with friends (Ashley, Erin, Jason, Nicole and Jessica) then we spotted Rich all, walking by himself being a loner and stuffs.. so of course Nicole (the outspoken one, who Desiree says is the female Rich... 'cause she WAS a redhead) Starts yelling across the little.. field thingy. So then he joined us.
Oh shit! I forgot to say g'bye, rather rude of me, when the warning bell rang.
So, Rich, G'bye. See ya tommorow.
XD
Now, To the poems
Of course they have no titles cause I don't want to title them
She
Is nothing more
Then a shadow behind your door
She
Does nothing more
Then haunt your dreams
She
Can't be more
Then a paranoid expression of attention
She
Feels more
Then everywhere and no where all at once
She
Will never be more
Then your twisted imagination
~
And the next one XD
~
Angry
Is something I am not
Confused
Is something I will always be
Pity
Is something I detest
Myself
Is someone that I'm starting to find
~
Last one
~
It's four thirty-two
And he's feelin' blue
It takes a passionate heart to feel this way
Is that really all you have to say?
He says it explains his current life
Yet he continues to live in torment and strife
His strategy isn't working right
One day I'm afraid he'll take flight
Off a bridge or maybe swallowed in the tide
I hope it ends up as just a ride
I want my friend back to normal
I just wish the procedure wasn't so formal
It's four thirty-two
And now I'm feelin' blue.
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Midnight Summers Rain
Ooh, dig that midnight summer's rain
I wonder what would have happened if I had gotten on that train
It feels like a dream, but most of it's real
It's hard to control, what you think or what you feel
The night glows purple, with the moon cloaked in blue
I'm somewhat sorry for those words that I said to you
I was angry and rash
So the vision of you is now ash
But I don't take back what I said
They're will be no regret until I'm dead
For regret is fickle and phony
People only feel it when they're lonely
Alone is not a word I associate with myself
I have my family, My friends, and my health
So dig that midnight summer's rain
Just so happens that I caught that train
Accidently on purpose
because you don't seem to read this anyways.
I got the courses I wanted, or was stuck with for that matter. I'd rather Drama then Foods. But, I can't have Japanese and Drama.
So, this is what I have:
Socials
Gym
Science
English Honours.
Jake is in three of my classes. I'm thinking I might just have to kill him afterall. We are great friends and all, but when we are on each others nerves, well...watch out.
Zac is in my Science class, which of course, ruins science class. 'Cause I absolutely hate the asshole.
But, Emma is in my science class, and so is Ashley. And Ashley, and Jasmine. But there is this new girl that was Emma's best bud that went away then came back. I secretly think she's a stupid twit with gum for brains. But it isn't like I'm going to tell her that.
Brookey is going out with... DUN DUN DUNNNNN Andrew. I think she can do better, but he's pretty cool.
Karlie is going out with DUN DUN DUNN Logan. Who, is one of my friends. She makes a nice pillow. I got bored of listening to the gym teacher so I put my head on the ground and started daydreaming. She makes a good pillow >.<
I think everyone else I know is either single, or was going out with the other person before school ended.
Then of course there is the lusting crushes.
So and so likes someone else...
Teehee.
You thought I was going to tell didn't you? Nah, that'd be stupid.
Jeez I thought you were smart till you proved different. Things won't be the same, and its not your fault, or mine. Things change. The hair looks pretty cool. >.<
I got the courses I wanted, or was stuck with for that matter. I'd rather Drama then Foods. But, I can't have Japanese and Drama.
So, this is what I have:
Socials
Gym
Science
English Honours.
Jake is in three of my classes. I'm thinking I might just have to kill him afterall. We are great friends and all, but when we are on each others nerves, well...watch out.
Zac is in my Science class, which of course, ruins science class. 'Cause I absolutely hate the asshole.
But, Emma is in my science class, and so is Ashley. And Ashley, and Jasmine. But there is this new girl that was Emma's best bud that went away then came back. I secretly think she's a stupid twit with gum for brains. But it isn't like I'm going to tell her that.
Brookey is going out with... DUN DUN DUNNNNN Andrew. I think she can do better, but he's pretty cool.
Karlie is going out with DUN DUN DUNN Logan. Who, is one of my friends. She makes a nice pillow. I got bored of listening to the gym teacher so I put my head on the ground and started daydreaming. She makes a good pillow >.<
I think everyone else I know is either single, or was going out with the other person before school ended.
Then of course there is the lusting crushes.
So and so likes someone else...
Teehee.
You thought I was going to tell didn't you? Nah, that'd be stupid.
Jeez I thought you were smart till you proved different. Things won't be the same, and its not your fault, or mine. Things change. The hair looks pretty cool. >.<
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Enough already.
FRICK HIM.
Jeez, He’s become annoying. All, here one minute gone the next. Like some kid with ADD on sugar pills. NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT. You’d think he’d not, seeing as he is seemingly intelligent, but NO. Of course not. Just go ahead and fool Alicia with your web of illusions. I refuse to be fooled again. Somehow I knew this was going to happen, it was a suspicious relationship to say the least. Stupid diabolical plan to slowly get under my skin and make me quite aggravated. And I actually wondered why I had started to dislike you, I couldn’t see a reason.
If you’re planning on continuing to be such a nuisance, leave me alone, stop all contact with me, and I’ll get on with my life. I don’t need you to be another fly bugging me, go find some sticky paper.
Who needs you anyways? It’s not like you were that important in my life. I’ll find another minion to take your place, although you never really had one. I wonder why I even started a friendship with you. You really aren’t worth the time and effort. You were before, but not anymore. Not for a while.
Jeez, He’s become annoying. All, here one minute gone the next. Like some kid with ADD on sugar pills. NOT SUPPOSED TO BE LIKE THAT. You’d think he’d not, seeing as he is seemingly intelligent, but NO. Of course not. Just go ahead and fool Alicia with your web of illusions. I refuse to be fooled again. Somehow I knew this was going to happen, it was a suspicious relationship to say the least. Stupid diabolical plan to slowly get under my skin and make me quite aggravated. And I actually wondered why I had started to dislike you, I couldn’t see a reason.
If you’re planning on continuing to be such a nuisance, leave me alone, stop all contact with me, and I’ll get on with my life. I don’t need you to be another fly bugging me, go find some sticky paper.
Who needs you anyways? It’s not like you were that important in my life. I’ll find another minion to take your place, although you never really had one. I wonder why I even started a friendship with you. You really aren’t worth the time and effort. You were before, but not anymore. Not for a while.
No More Writers Creativeness Blockage!
Yay. So, over the summer, I haven't written a lot of creativeness and such (poems, short stories and the like) Then... Someone was teasing me about it. Still, no writing happening. Then, I go to school for an hour... (sheesh that was stupid) and after work and such, come home... BLAMO ('cause words like that are cool >.<) Two poem things. Soz, here goes. (^Rhymed...jeez ^)
I can't write today
Things telling me to go, but I have to stay
Maybe things are better this way
Things left unsaid, but everything's said someday
Time has no meaning, no rhyme anyway
Everything oneday, will be okay
I don't like to repeat what I say
But maybe things are better this way..
~
Next poem-mabober ('cause I'm cool like that, and one wouldn't suffice)
~
Unresolved issues will remain
You say it's just not the right time frame
Whats on my mind doesn't count for shit
When you start to go into this mood that you get
My mind's a blur, it's messed up
But I'm not something like a half filled cup
I'll say what I say when I want to say it
even if it doesn't fit
Your timeframe, and your rouse,
Just a dish of the rebel's blues
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Soz, my ever eventful weekend.
I stayed home on friday (yes, friday counts as a weekend.. sheesh) to take care of the puppy and such, because my mom is somewhat paranoid about the puppies well being.
(sidnote: Thanks Shadow for reminding me to call, "The one with the hair")
Then, she comes home early from not feeling well and all, finally gets to sleep, and the phone rings. They wanted to speak to her, even though I said she was asleep. SO then I had to wake her up, give her the phone, get a glare... etc etc.
Turns out my uncle got this job that he's wanted for 3 or so years. Some director of something in the WCB (workers compensation board) And told us to come up to the campsite (Horne lake) that we were going to party all weekend.
My uncle doesn't drink. Nor party. So, it was funny as hell.
Somehow I get tricked into singing karaoke. All older music that I haven't heard in ages. It was fun.
Then, I worked on saturday, went over to Ashleys..
(Creepy sidenote: Every time I've gone over to Ashley's to sleep over, they've always made the same meal without realizing it, and the last time they've had it, was the last time I was there. They were going to make that dish last night, but realized that they always made it when I came over, and made somehting else. I felt special)
Then we went over to Neekoles, and invited her to stay over too.
More Karaoke, Gropage to the extreme, (oh, Neekole owns my ass now too, she said she wanted it) AND! The nightmare before christmas (lurve that movie, who doesn't?) Talked to Erin, who is ashley's old best friend from Prince george, who's moving here. We had to test her out and see if we would like her.
Then today we went to the mall, (Ash, Neekole and I) we were talking about Jason, and how we should go see if he was working, while sitting at the coombs place, and there walks Jason... Ta-dow! Soz, we hung out with him for a while, then went back to Ashley's house, played videogames... Then I got picked up and went home, hanging out with my soon-to-be step father, and two step-sisters. and a nephew too. (My very own twisted version of cinderella)
Then on here...
You've really read all this? Why? It's just me babbling on about my life. Can't be all that interesting.
(sidnote: Thanks Shadow for reminding me to call, "The one with the hair")
Then, she comes home early from not feeling well and all, finally gets to sleep, and the phone rings. They wanted to speak to her, even though I said she was asleep. SO then I had to wake her up, give her the phone, get a glare... etc etc.
Turns out my uncle got this job that he's wanted for 3 or so years. Some director of something in the WCB (workers compensation board) And told us to come up to the campsite (Horne lake) that we were going to party all weekend.
My uncle doesn't drink. Nor party. So, it was funny as hell.
Somehow I get tricked into singing karaoke. All older music that I haven't heard in ages. It was fun.
Then, I worked on saturday, went over to Ashleys..
(Creepy sidenote: Every time I've gone over to Ashley's to sleep over, they've always made the same meal without realizing it, and the last time they've had it, was the last time I was there. They were going to make that dish last night, but realized that they always made it when I came over, and made somehting else. I felt special)
Then we went over to Neekoles, and invited her to stay over too.
More Karaoke, Gropage to the extreme, (oh, Neekole owns my ass now too, she said she wanted it) AND! The nightmare before christmas (lurve that movie, who doesn't?) Talked to Erin, who is ashley's old best friend from Prince george, who's moving here. We had to test her out and see if we would like her.
Then today we went to the mall, (Ash, Neekole and I) we were talking about Jason, and how we should go see if he was working, while sitting at the coombs place, and there walks Jason... Ta-dow! Soz, we hung out with him for a while, then went back to Ashley's house, played videogames... Then I got picked up and went home, hanging out with my soon-to-be step father, and two step-sisters. and a nephew too. (My very own twisted version of cinderella)
Then on here...
You've really read all this? Why? It's just me babbling on about my life. Can't be all that interesting.
Friday, September 02, 2005
Emails.
You know those emails you get (or most of you get, or none of you...wait.. that's not true... I've gotten them from at least 3 of the .. I don't know 7? people that read my blog) where it's all "OMG LIEK ANSWER THESE Q's ABUT ME!! " and yadda yadda yadda.
Well, I got one, and it was a bit different then the usual "Soz, whose yur crush, if you don't send this to them you'll have bad luck in love fur the rest of yur life" ones.
Soz, as I get answers back, I'm posting the ones that I really like on here.. just to one or two questions, not the whole survey thing. And not telling you who they were from.
(I'm going to fix improper spelling if I catch it if there is any :P)
Soz, here is one.
[25] What about me makes you happy?
You can do almost anything and dont care and I'm not talking about gross stuff i am talking about funny stuff .
(I'm thinking they are talking about last summer and truth or dare and all that other stuff)
Other then that... It's 2:29pm, I woke up 3 hours ago.
I want orange juice, but do you think there is any in this effing house?
Oh teenage angst and it's drawbacks. >.<
Well, I got one, and it was a bit different then the usual "Soz, whose yur crush, if you don't send this to them you'll have bad luck in love fur the rest of yur life" ones.
Soz, as I get answers back, I'm posting the ones that I really like on here.. just to one or two questions, not the whole survey thing. And not telling you who they were from.
(I'm going to fix improper spelling if I catch it if there is any :P)
Soz, here is one.
[25] What about me makes you happy?
You can do almost anything and dont care and I'm not talking about gross stuff i am talking about funny stuff .
(I'm thinking they are talking about last summer and truth or dare and all that other stuff)
Other then that... It's 2:29pm, I woke up 3 hours ago.
I want orange juice, but do you think there is any in this effing house?
Oh teenage angst and it's drawbacks. >.<
Thursday, September 01, 2005
To catch up and such.
So, this and that happened, then I got married... and parts of me no longer belong to me.
As in =
My foot (right) belongs to Cassi
Both my pinkies and my left middle finger belong to Korey
My left (or was it right? eh, she can have both) breast belongs to Nicole (No, not my cousin Cody)
Those are things that have been officially claimed.
It's a very silly finger-trap marriage, I didn't even get a ring -pout- but I should. 0.o
Or maybe I'll just get it annuled. XD
Other then that, not much has happened, my dog is an alarm clock, every morning at 6:30 ish she starts howling, wakes me up.
School starts on the 6th, which is tuesday.
It turns out that at the very least it is going to be $195 to spay my cat, get her tattoed and get her shots. I don't think she's had the shots, so that's why she has to get them, cause the puppy isn't safe if the cat doesn't have her shot. and vice versa or whatever.
I'm not sure what else to say, cassi is here, was here last night too. We might go hang out with peoples in about 10 minutes, we haven't made up our minds yet...
Soz, that seems it is all for now.
As in =
My foot (right) belongs to Cassi
Both my pinkies and my left middle finger belong to Korey
My left (or was it right? eh, she can have both) breast belongs to Nicole (No, not my cousin Cody)
Those are things that have been officially claimed.
It's a very silly finger-trap marriage, I didn't even get a ring -pout- but I should. 0.o
Or maybe I'll just get it annuled. XD
Other then that, not much has happened, my dog is an alarm clock, every morning at 6:30 ish she starts howling, wakes me up.
School starts on the 6th, which is tuesday.
It turns out that at the very least it is going to be $195 to spay my cat, get her tattoed and get her shots. I don't think she's had the shots, so that's why she has to get them, cause the puppy isn't safe if the cat doesn't have her shot. and vice versa or whatever.
I'm not sure what else to say, cassi is here, was here last night too. We might go hang out with peoples in about 10 minutes, we haven't made up our minds yet...
Soz, that seems it is all for now.
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