Yeah

There are no guarantees in life
Not for the present,
Nor for the future.
All I know is That I'm here;
Don't know for how long.

So, I had this whole layout planned.

To Discuss, topics and all.

Then two days went by.

And Still I hadnt posted.

I realised that it isnt so important anymore.

I realised I have changed.

I love the way

You live so intensely

Enjoy every minute of life

With space to swing

Your arms around

Laughing loudly

I was going to write about how this girl,

She used to bug me a lot, when I first

Changed classes, Always calling my name,

Trying to get me to look at her.

So she could laugh.

I ignored her, and it subsided.

It didnt end mind you.

Unlike me

Unlike me

Do you think I'm strange?

Unlike you

Unlike you

I am not pretending

Then yesterday she needed my help.

She needed a good mark in english.

Im not one to be mean,

So I helped her.

No questions asked, no snide remarks,

just correcting her sentence structure.

There is no time,

There is no time,

There is no time,

Time doesn't really exist.

Today she came up to me.

We just talked.

It seemed normal.

Somehow twistedly normal.

The past, the present,

And the future,

Are all side by side,

Hand in hand.

You move and change,

Yet you go nowhere:

Everything stays the same.

My closest friend here,

Would be either Magdalena

Melanie, Or Julia.

Julia is 15, the other two 14.

I play Volleyball with the

younsters. But Melanie,

She broke her finger.

You stare at me,

And ask me questions,

Makes me nervous,

This room it keeps a constant tone

While I'm on a roller coaster

I'm already an oldbie here,

We have newbies from Aussie Land.

I guess I will meet them in March.

I am 17 in 6 months and 13 days.

In 7 months, or just over,

I am no longer an Outbound,

But a Rebound, a Rotex kid.

Unlike me

Unlike me

Do you think I'm strange

Unlike you

Unlike you

I am not pretending

I have to do a Rotary Project.

About what we do in my city.

There was no information,

On the website.

I find that idiotic.

So I emailed the president of the Club.

Asking for information.

There is no time

There is no time

There is no time

Time doesn't really exist

I love this song.

My host sister came in,

And asked what it was.

Then said it was horrible.

And left.

I love my host sister.

She's hilarious.