Friday, March 31, 2006

Vent he says.

So, I vent. Cody, this is your fault.

I hate you (not cody), but just for the moment.
But said moment has been at least a week.
It's not because you've done anything.
Which makes me seem more twisted then I really am.
So maybe I'm substituting hate for something else.
Like, miss, am annoyed at, or irritated with.
Those seem to work well. Though hate has more of an impact.

You're so fake it's astounding (not the first person, I'm venting).
You can see the lie ooze off around you.
It's sickening. You're sickening.

(Kay so every double space is a different person.)

I don't know why you looked at me either.
That makes two of us.
Confusion is a great thing right.
Yeah, no.
So stop it.

You, need to be online more. Because I said so.
And that should be a good enough reason.
Plus, you know, you make me laugh, a lot.
Not always with you, but you don't seem to mind.
So maybe it's always with you.

You've been on my mind lately. I don't like it.
Not negatively on my mind, or supremely positively.
Just like a presence. In the back of my mind,
That surfaces every once in a while. So not fair.
Not because I like you more then a friend or anything.
It's just like... "...-randomperson-" in my mind, which
makes me go all "..wtf?!" again, in my mind.

You're new, but not bad new. Quite different.
And out there. And odd. And crazy. But I love it.
Though I know there's something deeper that you're hiding.
What are you afraid to show?

8 comments:

Cypher v.108 said...

Late night eloquencies of an unsharpened mind must zoom out to see the picture is indeed in perfect detail.

Adeja said...

Your logic is so not allowed.

Mostly cause I don't understand it.

And it makes my brain hurt.

You can tell how tired of everything I am in those three sentences.

Cypher v.108 said...

It sort of started out as one idea then went to one. They both made sense, but much like orange soda and chocolate milk, two great things should not be mixed.

Adeja said...

Cody, you're going to make me cry.

My brains already starting.

Please stop with the nonsense.

Cypher v.108 said...

That one made perfect sense. I don't know. My mind can't be the thinker of fullness for today I can't keep.

I can't think straight, in short.

Adeja said...

Stay with the "for short" versions with me tonight.

Please.

And thanks, somehow.

Cypher v.108 said...

Naturally.

A_Shadow said...

Quoting Mort: Rawr.

Anywho, am I the only one slightestly interested, even remotely, in who the lucky devil is? Anyone? Anyone?

Bah, that's ok, she's definately in the ambiguity mode.

And I do have to say, that it's been such a long time for me thinking that far out of the box, that my head did, in fact, nearly asplode when I read Cody's first comment.

That was close.