Some random shit

Pet peeves and the like... some peoples have been asking to know more about me, that I'm not "open" enough...


It's my fucking blog, I'll be as "open" as I like. Usually I am a pretty private person, so it isn't like I am being gaurded in all my posts. Please don't tell me how emotional I should be in my life, what and how I should react to things, and shouldn't react to others. I am old enough to make my own decisions on that matter. You wanted to know more about me, so here goes. I'm going to post a bunch of useless facts about myself so you don't have to get-to-know-me the hard way. Happy now?

I don’t like feeling like im helpless, and I do whatever I can to stop my self from feeling that way. I don’t like feeling vulnerable because when I do, I feel like other people are holding my life in their hands, and they can do as they wish to it. I like feeling like I have a say in my life.

Im not going to prove myself to people, if they’re just going to throw it back in my face. I can be who i want to be.

a pet peeve of mine is the fact that people think there better then others. Just because someone’s hair is blonde, doesn’t mean they're dumb. Just like when a fourteen year old talks to a seventeen year old and they say * dude your like… young don’t talk to me * Just because you older then them doesn’t mean that there any less mature then you are. You’re just too scared to admit that a fourteen year old might be cooler then you are, and that you’re an asshole.

I hate being told to shut up. If you going to tell me to shut up, you might as well tell your self the same, Im not going to stop talking just because you don’t want to hear me. They call it * freedom of speech * for a reason. I can say what I want, when I want, and I can say whatever I want. Within reason; obviously.

If you think I'm incorrect in something, tell me. I hate it when people try to be "nice" and not say anything at all. Forcefed example: If I say 2 + 4 = 18, please don't just nod your head like I'm correct, although I'd never make that mistake unless intoxicated or any other related thing.

When I'm down, I don't like to be cheered up, really, I don't. I'd rather just get through with it. now don't go thinking I'm melancholic and take happiness in my sadness, 'cause I'm not. My sadness is usually related to more then one thing, mostly because I haven't dealt with it. (Cody knows about this) So, when I'm sad, leave me alone. Don't pester me with questions, or lower your IQ to try and make me laugh. I'll crawl out of my hole myself.


Have I satisfied that need for you to know something about me yet? Have I made you feel like you're "special" because you're one of the few to know something about Alicia? Will you stop your pestering questions now?





Random question #156 - A & B

Who do you trust the most out of your friends? (as in, who would you tell something to that you'd tell no one else)

and B

Which of your friends are you most suspicious of?