I wrote this last night. Somehow that seemed more significant then writing it today.
Hokay, so, you know when someone can't seem to escape the depths of your mind; so you're eternally tortured with their image, their thoughts, their memory? And you know the only way to at least make the flooding thoughts not come at you so menacingly is to tell that someone. But you know, or "assume" that no good will come out of telling that someone those things when you've second guessed it so much you don't even know if the meaning behind the constant onslaught of imagery is what is stereotypically the meaning of them? You've denied all probabilty of "it" (whatever "it" actually turns out to be) ever happening for so long that it's in the back of your mind that the thoughts are constant only because you wish to spite yourself. That they're fake, and in all actuality you feel nothing towards that person.
What do you do when someone has consumed your reality? Taken over your mind without even knowing it? Dangling the control of your emotion over you; again with no knowledge. How do you deal with talking to them for hours but missing them soon after you part? What happens when your friends notice that there is more doodling in your notebooks then work?
What happens when an infatuation becomes an obsession?
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I can identify with perhaps 65-80% of this.
Sometimes it's just something you need to get out of your system. Sometimes it's desperation. Sometimes it's a need for acceptance that fades when fulfilled. Every once in a while is love, or more often, simply the -makings- of love.
I honestly don't know what it would be and am in no position to guess or tell you, but I do know that denial is more dangerous than it generally gets credit for.
Good luck with stuffs.
And yes... *hugs* :o I did it. Oh snap Girlfriend.
You embrace it.
If you run, it will consume you.
Though I would suggest running would be more logical...
Just me and Mr. Negativity :-p.
Who's the lucky devil? Not that I'd be lucky enough to know, lol.
Pfft, who says I was writing this for me?
It was a bit of writing to see if I could do it.
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