I -heart- Gaia.

Well, really, I could live without Gaia. I just love the person on Gaia that told me about Mary Pranksters - la resistance, here, check it out:

I got excellent intentions
And unbeatable excuses
And I’m moderate in vices
With the usual abuses

I got entertaining stories
And a cheerful disposition
And fanatical devotion
To a kamikaze mission

And you can take your common sense
And head it out the door
If you have no confidence
In what I’m fighting for’
Cause I love you, baby
I just love me so much more

And so you see, my vanity comes through for me
More often than you do for me
And in the end I’ll choose the path of most resistance
And you’ll say, “It doesn’t have to be this way”
And try and pull me back in play
And rue the day you ever learned of my existence

I got well-examined motives
And a pre-ordained direction
I’m utopian by preference
But I’ll settle for perfection

I got friends of every flavor
Evangelical and shifty
And if I can crack this open
I’m taking everybody with me

And you can take your precedents
And head ’em out the door’
Cause this ain’t like anything
That’s ever come before
And I love you, baby
I just love me so much more

It's like.. the best "Fuck You" song ever.
Which is saying something, because I usually don't like female singers.
I realized something today, and I hate realizing things, because when I realize them, they aren't something I want to know. Well, usually they aren't.

It's an early spring and my eyes are everchanging colour.

Wow, that's coded to the extreme. I feel so sly. And I should. Because I deserve to feel something that no one else does at this exact moment in time. Damn rights, I demand it.

So, I got hit on by missionaries the other day, you know, the people that go on missions in other parts of the country, and sometimes other countries to spread the word of their religion, and help people out? Yeah, he was cool. And suprisingly easy to talk to. AND HE DIDN'T PRESS A RELIGION ON ME. So, yeah, I respect him for someone I talked to for twenty minutes. And that's more then I can say for people I've known for a year+ ... Some* people I should say.

Neener neener neener, I never know who's reading this anymore, because people have gotten all shifty and don't post comments, so, I can't tell who's reading. So, I can't say much, because I am a guarded person. Heck yes.

I went volunteering today, it was alright, Diana is my buddy, and she's a pretty alright ten year old. Energetic like Whoa, but fun to keep up with. Full of life ya know? The other girls don't seem to like her. She's got three friends. that's it. I can't imagine that. Even with moving every year, I seemed to make at least 15 friends. At least. She's intelligent too. And I know she's going to drive me crazy, but I'm fine with it.

My smallest class contained three people today. English, yeah, cause of the major b-ball tourney going on in the gym, three of us didn't want to go. Cause we're cool. The teacher was all "I'll be right back" and we're all like "whatever" and she never returned. I guess she showed us...

We had a "study hall" type scenario first block. I felt like such an american. Because... yeah, american television highschools are all "HEY STUDY HALL OH CRAP" and things. Tinnian watched over us and after the bell rang Ashley and I were talking all, friend like, and Tinnian comes up to us and is all "Ashley, you seem depressed, I don't see you smile as much anymore, same with you Alicia, but it's more noticable in Ashley." etc. As soon as we got out of the damn class we were all "Well I wonder why" all sarcastically because we haven't had drama since like ...OCTOBER... and that's her fault. So, we blamed it on that. But not to her face of course, because I held my tongue, and Ashley is too kind.

I haven't written poetry in a long time. Writers block. It's June all over again. Just different people.

I just realized only I know what that means, and I'm ok with that.

The other day (Before winter break, cause I forgot about it)

Jessica and I were all, sitting in the back of the library between the bookshelves (sneaky) reading these astrology books. They crack me up. Mostly because they are so right in one aspect, but totally off on another. It was all...

ALICIA (actually it said leo)

YOUR A STAR, BLAH BLAH BLAH YOU ATTRACT ATTENTION ON PURPOSE AND HAVE NO PROBLEM MAKING FRIENDS BLAH BLAH BLAH YOU LIKE TO BE THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION AND ARE AFFECTIONATE TO ONLY THOSE YOU KNOW WELL BLAH BLAH BLAH YOUR FIERY (CAUSE THATS MY SIGN YO) AND HAVE A FIERY SPIRIT. YOU WANT A GUY WHO KNOWS HOW TO HAVE FUN AND CHALLENGE YOUR MIND CAUSE YOU'RE SUPER BRILLIANT

Yeah, and a bunch of other crap claiming that I attract guys like honey and blah blah blah blah bullcrap.

Yeppers.

I found out that they're trying to get me to Japan, but if I don't feel like waiting for Japan to respond, I can go to Thailand.

No one really seems to care that I won't be here next year. Except Logan, cause he's already all...

"I DONT HAVE ANYTHING TO DO ANYMORE AND I'M GOING TO BE PERPETUALLY BORED BECAUSE ALICIA CAN'T AMUSE ME ALL THE WAY OVER THERE I'M GOING TO GO GET A WHOLE LOT MORE SLU--- GIRLFRIENDS TO FILL THE VOID"

He told me not to leave him all alone, cause he'd have no one to hang with, though we all know he could hang out with almost anyone in the school.

Anywho, I'm bored out of my mind, because there is NO ONE online. And I have no homework, and no intentions of playing my videogame right now, because, well, I don't want to.

Yay Joanne and Tyler. Though I've never met Tyler, I've heard about him. Apparently he treats her like a princess.

I feel sorry for Renna. 'Nuff said. Though Kara and I are going to hold it over her head for eternity, because we're like that. Just like Kara is going to hold something over my head forever, and I for her. It's a good relationship.

Nyky! Just ask him out already, we both know you both like each other, and he's WAY more shy then you. Well, more then half the continent is more shy then you.

No, I'm not talking about Neekole, who's Vicky's friend, but the other Nyky.

New word: er.

Not so new though.