Unconcerned Anger.

Well, I was going to write an angry rant about my fastball team but, by the time I got on the computer, I am not so mad anymore. I'll try my best. Because they still deserve to be yelled at. Even if I don't actually yell at them. It isn't because I'm afraid of them or anything, but they just aren't worth the efort and energy it would take to yell at them...

So, I'll just start at random and work my way through them all.

Nicole:
Fuck off, leave me alone, you stupid cliquey bitch. You can't throw, and that isn't my fault. I didn't teach you. So, please stop complaining that I can't do the spilts to grab the ball, while preventing the runner from being 'safe' on first, as you roll it to me. Learn to throw. Also, when I ask you politely to "please throw higher" and you reply " excuse me?!? I can't ! I am under a lot of stress as a pitcher!" That isn't my fault either, this isn't rep ball, it is just a game, and if you feel that stressed to throw a ball and not hit a batter, then let someone else do it. Lastly, if you have a problem with someone on our team, don't voice it to everyone but that person. I don't need to know that you think Jess is some skanky whore.

Liz/Vi: This is to both of you. Because you are twins, and I can't tell you apart all that well. Also, you both piss me off in the same way. STOP OVERTHROWING. You both say you've been playing for 11 years. Now, correct me if I'm wrong, but with time aren't you supposed to get better at a sport? I've played for 3 years and can, not only throw faster, but accurately. Another thing, because there is two of you and this is going to take a while, LEAVE ME ALONE! Just because one of you has played rep, (don't know which, don't care) doesn't mean you can tell me or any of our other team members how to play our positions. The least amount on our team for experience is 2 years. 2 years of playing, and you think we don't know how? and don't get me wrong, thinking that they are just helping, being kind and such, and Alicia is overreacting. Because I'm not. When I am told to "Move 3 feet to the left now, and by the way, that ball was yours" when I am already too far from my position to move 3 feet the wrong way, and the previous ball was hit right to someone else, who decided to just stand there and not do anything...that doesn't make the ball mine.

example: (this happened today) Everyone knows how a baseball diamond is set up right? Well, the ball was hit to second, the second baseman actually, and I am in right field, so, that is a pretty far distance for the ball to be mine.

Jess: First of all, my name isn't Alyssa. We've been on the same team for three months now, and you can't remember my name? That is pathetic. Just because you are the coaches daughter doesn't give you free reign to think whatever, and say whatever you want about our team or teammates. When you go up to the other team, our competition and tell them who bats left, (me, well I bat both) who swings outside, how our pitchers throw, and how our players throw, something isn't right. Your goal isn't to sabotage our team. They are supposed to find out our strengths and weaknesses on their own... that is sorta the point. Learn to throw as well. A baseball is not a shotput. you aren't supposed to push the ball forward. Have a little enthusiasm or leave the team. Don't just sit there, (actually sitting) on third base, WHEN YOU ARE A RUNNER! Fucking twit.

Kristy:
Stop throwing sidearm. I can understand if that is the only way you know how, but at least throw accurately. And, if you have a problem with something I did, or an opinion, don't go get nicole to tell me. Do it yourself. It isn't like I'm going to go "FUCK OFF YOU FUCKING BITCH, YOUR SUCH A LOSER ! LEAVE ME ALONE" although I might think parts of it, I don't make a habit of telling people things that could hurt their feelings, just keep it to myself...I hate that personality trait...being all...I don't know the word...thinking before I speak.



Wow, I am only mad at five out of nine people on my team. Yay, thought it was more. But I barely know Morgan or Megan.

One thing that was humourous that happened today. Darcy stood up for me, although I didn't need her too.

Explaination: Darcy : 4ft. Jess: 6 ft.

Jess called me Alyssa, and I was already pissed off about how almost everyone there was telling me what to do, then messing up completely and blaming it on me. So, I wasn't that nice when I replied "My name isn't Alyssa, get it correct, you've known me how long?" While walking onto the field, and it isn't like she just said it once, and slipped up, I was ignoring her, because she wasn't technically calling me, so she repeated it about 3 times. Anyways, while walking onto the field, after replying Darcy pipes up and goes "Yeah, its Alicia, not Alyssa. Dumbass!" Loud enough for all of our team, all of their team, and everyone watching to hear. Yay, slider and her moxy.

Of course after that she had to tackle me... It's a ritual, she attacks me with either her glove or her, and I chase her until she falls from screaming/laughing. then tackle her and tickle her of course.

I go to school with her, or I did, and will in september so our relationship is different with each other then with any other person on the team...

On a last note ( I can't believe you read all of this)

I might go to the States for the summer. With my uncle. In an 18-wheeler. Yay. But that means, I miss having my birthday with my mom, and celebrating other friend's birthdays that are in the summer. Plus just hanging out and going to the beach everyday, but you know, hanging with my uncle, touring all of the states outweighs something I can do on the weekends when school starts.