School

Lunchtime breaks are for the popular kids to show how many people they can have follow them around for scraps off the bottom of their shoes.
I'd much rather be in class for the duration of all classes and then be free earlier, around 2.20 every day except fridays (12.50ish) then get a multitude of useless breaks. I mean, seriously. Where is the necessity?

Other then that, I'm just aggravated at everything lately and all I want to do is cuddle up to my boyfriend and fall asleep for a long time.

I re arranged my room, again. Its all different, except the desk.
The desk seems to be the only thing that doesnt move.
sometimes the long dresser, but only because I cant put it anywhere else without it looking like a safety hazard.

I saw Richard yesterday, but only momentarily as I had a bus to catch and he had to work. You know? I want to sleep.
I just want to sleep.

I think my mother is going to put me on these "health shakes" apparently they've done wonders for a few family friends of ours, made them all happy and focused.
Im thinking its a placebo effect.
Unless its jacked with artificial endorphins, if thats' even possible.

Im suprised that my school allowed this site, it doesnt allow anything anymore.
Its more because "School computers are not to be used for social networking" of anything like that. Games are strictly forboedn as well, and yes, I spelt that wrong purposely.
I think they're trying to prevent "cyberbullying" as well.
What a crock of shit.
If someone has enough time on their hands to dislike you for whatever reason, they are going to find a way to make it known. even if it is over the internet. There is no use preventing it at school, you know? Its just gunna happen when they get home because it seems like every thirteen year old kid knows how to run a computer these days.

Its fucking bullshit.


Im so edgy lately, and snapping at everyone. It isnt like me, and Idont enjoy it.
I really want to just grab my bag, stand up, leave and never come back.
Maybe I'd take a bus to a little shit town in the states, get an apartment and work waitressing at the local "diner" ....
Just my luck they'd make me wear pink.