I hate this.

I am not a jealous person by trade.
I do not envy other people, because everyone has their flaws.
I do not feel threatened by 16 year old girls.

So why the fuck is she driving me nuts?

I believe that they havent done anything,
And that if they have, it wasnt while we were together.
But why is she so persistent?

I dont want to make him choose.
More because that's not me.
But I almost feel forced to.

She's driving me nuts!
Calling him baby, telling him she's in love with him, and she'll show him a good time.

This shouldnt bug me.
I should just be able to write it off as a schoolgirl crush/semi-crazy obsession.

But I cant

So, Cody posted, which made me remember that I had a blog, so I posted.
Two of my aunts, if I have the story right, have died in the past 3 days.
I only met either of them once in my life, and it was a very good time on both occasions.
They were my grandmothers aunts..

I have a c+ in math 11 as my final grade.
1.5 percent off of an B.
I've never been so angry at myself in my life.
I refuse to even tell my mother.

Im so busy, that in my free time, Im basically vibrating from excess adrenaline.
Im either working, or in choir, or volunteering, or doing homework, or something along those lines.
I still have to complete my german homework.
I need time.
Everything is catching up.

I still dont even have a prom dress.
Shit, I was supposed to call them today.